Betrayed (Synacky)

Chapter 14

Brian's P.O.V.

I was so happy that Zacky was up. My presious Zacky was up now and I didn't know what I could say to him. I found the doctor and he went to his room and I called my friends and told them the news, telling them how he was up and about now. Jimmy was thrilled to hear this and so was my girl, who was going to be coming to the hospital and I wasn't looking forward to that visit at all. I don't love her, sure I thought I did but then emotions I had for her just started to drift away. 

I was confused and felt lost but when I was with Zacky, it was like everything was clearer. But, he was here in the hospital because he wanted to die because of me which made me feel like complete trash. How can I have not seen this? He was my best friend and not seeing this was making my heart break into a thousand pieces.

"You alright?" I heard my girl ask me. I turned around and saw her and Jimmy coming in the hospital and I sighed, telling Jimbo where he was and he left in a hurry to go and see him. My girl came and hugged me, telling me how it wasn't my fault at all that it was just Zacky. I pulled away from her and I shook my head.

"It was me, I hurt him," I pointed out and she just shook her head and cupped my cheek.

"Baby don't think that," she said lightly, trying to kiss me but I pulled away and shook my head.

"Just leave," I said lightly and turned around and left back to Zacky's room. I just wanted to be with him and only him right now. Jess was just using me, I know she was. Ever since we started the band it seemed like she couldn't keep her hands off of me and that she was trying to take me away from my friends, especially Zacky. Why, I don't know. This was her plan to begin with, she made Jimmy think that this was the best decision that we could ever make.

I sighed, maybe I was just over thinking. I shook my head and came into my best friends room seeing our friends surrounding him with smiles on their faces.

"We're happy your alright man," Matt said. I smiled at this, Zacky needs to know how much we loved him, especially how much I loved him. He wasn't alone in all of this pain. We were still friends, why couldn't he see that?

I sat on the chair watching Jimmy make everyone laugh while I sat there smiling and looking at him, seeing that beautiful smile on his face thinking of the perfect gift I could give him.