Myles' POV
Okay, I made a mistake, I kissed Abi and I'm dating Briar and she saw. Now she's broken up with me and I'm lost. Briar was my world and without her I'm falling apart. She was my everything and now she's nothing to me, we were best friends, I could tell her anything, not anymore. Now I have to deal with the consequences
"Hey bro how's not being with Briar going?" Trevor teases me when he walks past me, I look at him
"Not too great, I miss her, a lot." I say quietly, he comes over to me and places his arm around my neck
"You want help?" he asks me, I nod "I'll get Brittany to talk to her." he says before walking off leaving me to think about the possibility of getting my girl back in my arms.
Filming had just finished when Briar walked over to me, this is chance
"I heard you wanted to talk to me." she snaps, I nod my head and begin
"Briar, you're my everything, I love you and I'm so sorry for ever forgetting that. What I did was wrong, I never meant to hurt you. Please I'm asking you for just one more chance because I'm falling apart without you and I need you so much because I love you so much it hurts when you're not in my arms are by my side." I say all this because it's all true, I do need Briar and I do love her
"Nice try Myles." she says walking off, leaving me lost, great. I sigh and leave the studio-A set. And walk into the studio-B set and put some music on, I begin to dance. I put all my emotion out on the floor, every turn, every leap, every flip they're all for Briar because I love her and yet she can't see me breaking. I finish my dance to see her stood at the door
"That wasn't bad." she says, I nod my head too out of breath to speak "but I still don't want to get back together because I'm with Isaac now." she says before walking out, so that's it. I've officially lost her.
I walk home as quickly as I can and storm up to my room, once I'm up there I begin to cry and the I begin to sob. This life isn't worth it anymore, I'm falling apart, I'm too broken for people too care about me, I've lost my the one person that used to be there for me and now my life isn't worth me living in it. So I walk to the bathroom, I tip out all the pills and begin to swallow them. Yes this is the cowards way out but I'm clearly a coward because I'm doing this. I've swallowed the 30th pill when the world around me begins to go fuzzy this, I'm falling apart and my life isn't worth it anymore. That's the last thing I think before I black out.
Briar's POV
"Briar Nolet?" a voice asks me down the phone
"yes." I reply
"Apparently you were close to somebody called Myles Erlick."
"I was, we broke up." I say in a regretful voice, I miss him so much
"I'm sorry to tell you this but three hours ago he died, suicide." shock, guilt, fear these are only some of the many emotions that rush through my body, I can't speak so I just hang up, I need to see him, one last time.
"Mom, can I have a lift to the hospital?" I call down the stairs, struggling to keep my voice steady
"Ermmm, why?" my Mom asks confused
"Myles, dead, suicide." I manage to say before bursting into tears, she pulls me into a hug and then we walk outside.
We're in the hospital and outside of the room Myles' dead body is lay, the car journey was silent and I still haven't spoken a work, I know I'm responsible and the guilt is slowly eating me away from the inside out.
I walk in.
I see his body.
I stare at him.
I walk over to him.
I sit next to him.
I take his hand in mine.
I allow a single tear to slip down my face.
I don't feel anything other than regret.
I let this happen.
I feel like a robot.
I don't know how to feel.
Could I have stopped this?
I'm lost without Myles.
I don't know what to do anymore.
