Time To Live.

Fine?

Is fine staying up all night crying, hating myself so much for everything i am and everything i've become?

Is fine pretending my emotions are absent in the presence of others?

Is fine allowing my heart to get broken and trampled on over and over again, just hoping that once, i'll find the one person who won't harm it?

Is fine taking random pills and washing them down with alcohol to get away from the pain, not caring about how bad the effects might me?

I just wanted to escape my own mind for awhile.

Is fine shown by all my scars and bruises all over my arms and legs?

All those times i needed someone,

I needed you.

But no you were busy and i was alone,

So yes,

I am fine.