Rich Girls

Don't panic don't panic

Harry jumped up off the huge sofa and ran like a un-coordinated toddler and rushed back with a box of cider bottles "here!" He pushed the box towards me with a goofy smile. I shook my head and giggled taking the crate from him "thanks my love" I chortled grabbing one from inside and cracking the top open before taking a generous slug and putting down again. After practically dropping the box I threw my body towards Harry. His lips found my neck and I straddled his waist as he swept me off my feet with ease. He carried me to his bedroom, our lips never loosing contact. My fingers tangled in his curls and his wandering hand slipped under my jumper. He placed my gently on the soft white cotton sheets and walked round the bed before joining me. The realisation I'd probably just led him on hit me and I couldn't bring myself to make eye contact. I think Harry picked up on my discomfort and just laid his arms over my side and pulled me closer "it's ok" he whispered "I'll get you something else to wear and you can use the bathroom if you'd like" I nodded still not making eye contact and feeling like I'm about to explode emotion all over the walls. His warm presence slipped away into the inky darkness and he returned with a black t-shirt and a pair of his boxers which I took before swiftly making my way to the small dimly lit bathroom. I pushed the door closed behind me ad sank to the floor, dropping my head in my hands. I let my tears fall and I sub-consciously began to sob loud enough for Harry to hear. I heard his footsteps pad toward the closed door and his back hit the door before he slid down inline with me. He let out a sigh "Chesca, don't cry sweet" little did I know he was being hypocritical and crying too "I just feel like I let you down and I can't give you everything you want cos I'm just a scared little girl" I mumbled "I mean what I say, we have all the time in the world and I'll never leave you just cos you don't wanna have sex yet" he paused "that sounded better in my head I guess what I'm trying to say is that I like you to much to judge you on wether you're ready or not" I let my head flop back and hit the door softly. "Chesca" - "yes Harry" I was preparing myself for a difficult question "was your last boyfriend anything to do with the reason you're, well... Hesitant" I get changed and let Harry in. We sat on the floor backs to the wall in silence for a while "he only wanted me for that reason, I guess I just couldn't see past the fact he'd been playing with me because I wanted to be with him for years" Harry sighed "jerk" he hissed under his breath "he just assumed that because I wanted to go out with him since I was like 13 that I'd just hand my virginity over like it was a chewing gum" he entwined his fingers in mine "the guy sound like an asshole" I hummed in agreement "come to bed with me" his voice was sincere as he helped me up. Harry's hands glided down my sides and rested under my bum. He growled "you should wear my clothes more often" he winked at me and seduced a giggle from me "that's better" he boomed sweeping me off the floor. I let out a girly scream as he spun me round before throwing me onto the soft mattress. I landed with a thud beside myself with laughter as he jumped on next to me. He pulled the duvet over our heads and snuggled himself into my chest "goodnight Harry" I chortled "shhhh I'm sleeping" he replied blowing a raspberry into my bare stomach only causing me to laugh more.

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I woke feeling heavy I was still arched around my sleeping boy who had wrapped his arms around my aching waist. I couldn't move,

My head was spinning and I felt my unsettled stomach churn wildly and I knew I was going to be sick. "Harry I'm goi-" I had to stop my sentence and leg it to the bathroom where I proceeded to bring up yesterday's food. Harry joined me I'm the bathroom and swept my hair back "sweetie you bled all over the sheets last night" my breath hitched at his words and then I realised Harry wet boxers stuck to my legs leaving a red stain on my skin "shit Harry I'm so sorry" he rubbed my back soothing me of my growing pain "don't worry sweet, you use the shower and I'll change the sheets and cook you breakfast" he kissed my softly before handing me a clean bath towel and leaving me. He came back shortly with a box "here's all the stuff you might need" he left for the final time pressing the door shut gently behind. I don't know wether I was insulted or pissed off about the fact Harry just tends to keep a box of feminine hygiene products in his apartment but to be honest I was thankful that he did. I peeled away his shirt and boxers and threw them in the shower along with me and turned the warm water on so it soaked my hair and tense body. I was embarrassed. No mortified. Forgetting your period is something you do when you first start not when your my age and you've had it every Month for 5 years! Argh for bloody hells sake. I scrubbed the worst of the stains form Harry's clothes and climbed out of the shower and wrapped the towel around my body. I flicked the latch on the door and pushed the handle down to open it. Harry was still in the room changing the dirty sheets, he gave me a smile and held me in his strong arms. "Why do you have a box of tampons just randomly lying around in you flat? Do you have this problem often" I scowled. Harry let go and turned his back slightly "actual no I don't they are my sisters" his tone was bitter and his words made my cheeks burn the colour of the old bed sheets. "So that's why your cool with this" Harry's eyes were teary as he turned back to face me "yeah, I used to look after Gem and this happened a few times. Would you like some clean clothes" he handed me a new t-shirt and boxer and an old pair of sweats "she left these here the last time she came" he held onto them a little longer before finally passing them to me. I placed a kiss on his slightly chapped lips and returned to the bath room. Harry was down stairs by the time I was dressed and the smell of pancakes was alluring but my stomach flipped again and was sick. Great start. I should have known tho, ever since I was young I always threw up on my period. I have no idea why but it's pretty shit to say the least.