Past Will Always Be Present

Two

We were on a dinner outside, everyone was their pati mga relatives ko and my team.We were on a exclusive restaurant, were on the private place yung kami lang while other people are outside. Late na akong nakarating dahil bumuli pa ako ng pampers ni Cecee.

Nagpapicture pa sila sa labas bago ako makapasok samin. And when I did I greeted everyone, Cecee and Ethan was with me kaming tatlo ang late, pero di pa sila nagorder kararating lang din naman nila few minutes ago mas nauna lang talaga sila.

"Ano yang binili mo Meng?" Mama asked me I was standing while they were sitting carrying Cecee ayaw pababa

"Pampers lang"

"Nagpa pampers pa yan?"Jecker asked

"Basta may lakad para di palaging nagsi cr."

When Cecee got comfortable she played with Jecker,Patrick, Tristan sanay naman siya kay Patrick. They were chasing Cecee in the room. I am  seated
beside Ethan,we were having talks to my relatives,team,and parents but under the table I was scanning my phone.

Nung sila nalang nagusap usap I called Cecee to change her clothes. She was already sweating.

"Enough na,stay here na. Say thank you to the kuya's" I told Cecee

"Kuya?! Huy! Ate bes!" Jecker complain,we laugh

"Thank you, Kuya Tristan, Tita Patrick and Kuya Jecker" Cecee thank them and smiled, she drink her water in the tumblr. Ethan lift her up to sit on his lap and they played in his phone

"Kuya talaga?! Eh bakit Tita kay Patrick?" Jecker was still not done complaining we again laugh

"Ewan ko ba diyan kay Patrick" I said laughing

"Tinuruan niyan ni Patrick sigurado ako" Tristan said

"Ay! Ang daya!" Jecker said

The food wasn't served yet, beside me was Ethan and Cecee playing something in the phone. I kept my phone in the bag and just stared and try to listen to the people I am with,but Rj was all in my mind,especially what happened just this noon time.

I am not ready to face him again.

They food was served and we all ate happily, cheret! we shared may laughter and noise . I let Sheila eat first before she let Cecee eat.

Patrick was in my other side, he whispered something to me

"Menggay"

"Yes?"

"Tinatanong sakin ni Cecee kanina if sino daw yung lalake nasa Eat Bulaga"

My heart stopped, and my eyes starts to look for Cecee, I saw her very happy .

"What?! Ano sabi mo?"  My voice raise and I did not notice they were already listening

"Syempre sabi ko di ko kilala"

"Ay! Thank you!"

"Anything wrong Babe?" Ethan asked

"I.. it's nothing" I then smiled at him

We were having fun talking at each other, it's been 2 hourse already. We had our desserts and we were having joke time. Ethan went back to our car to get Cecee's bottle of milk . We were in different cars,there were 5 cars brought but only one is owned by me the one we were using. My team was in Mama's van

I was destructed by our talks and when I check Cecee, she was crying and Sheila was trying to calm her down, until her crying's get louder and echoed in the room. I get her from the chair and carry her. Went back to my chair and get the towel from my bag, she did still did not stop.She was bored playing her Ipad