(A/n this chapter might be triggering to some readers remember that you should never cut.)
Mitch pov
Jerome was at the store and I was home alone when I got the itch again, that impulse to cut. There was nothing wrong but I felt like I needed to.
I went to the bathroom and locked the door. I pulled out the razor and hovered it over my wrist. I shouldn't do this half of me thought while the other part was overwhelmed with excitement. I cut once and jumped in pain. Then two I felt a little better. Three it felt wonderful. Four I started getting deeper. Five it felt better tan anything. Finally I got to ten and did the same on the other arm. I stared and watched the blood pour. I started to feel myself slip I unlocked the door. Suddenly the darkness took over. I heard crying and someone yell my name.
Jerome pov
I had just gotten home when I heard a thud from the bathroom. I ran up stairs and saw Mitch lying with marks up his arms lying in a pool of blood. "No no no mitch MITCH not you not you" I called 911. "H-help my boyfriend" the ambulance cam and took him away. "I'm sorry Jerome but this dosent look good he lost a lot of blood he might not make it" I felt tears falling down my face but I was numb I felt nothing.
The doctors made me go home and I called Adam. "A-Adam". "Yeah Jerome what's wrong". "It's Mitch he-he's in to hospital the doctors don't think he'll make it" I started crying harder than I ever had cried and Adam said he was on his way.
Mitch pov??
Everything was black till I saw a light. "Do you want to see your life?" a random voice asked "sure" I replied "here are your most cherished memories"
--first day of fourth grade--
"But mom I don't want to go to a new school" I complained we just moved to New Jersey so far I hate it. "You'll love it trust me"my. Mom kissed my fore head and I walked to my new class. All I saw were a lot if gross kids my age.
Then I saw him he was a little shorter than me he had a big-ish nose and beautiful dark eyes. I decided to be his friend. "Hello I'm Mitch" I said trying to sound cool I was real nervous. He looked at me in awe till he replied "hi I'm Jerome" he said sounding shy "let's be friends" I grabbed his hand sounding electricity through me. I think I have a crush on him.
--Skip to when they are 15--
"Are you sure you have to move?" Jerome begged "yes biggums but I'll call all da time" he punched my arm "why the hitting" I playfully asked while punching him back. "Mitch I need to tell you something" "what Is it" then he pulled me down and kissed me. It was our first kiss. "J-Jerome-" "if you tell I anyone I'll kill you" after that I assumed he got over it
"Time to go to the light" ok I thought and started my way down the tunnel. "I love you Mitch we all do" I heard echoing around me. "Please come back...."
