Jerome pov
I laid down in Jason's guest bed and stared at the celling. What would I tell Mitch. I hate myself. Maybe I should go talk to Jason. I should have talked to him. It's not that I don't have feeling for him it's just my feelings for Mitch were greater. Oo I'll text him.
Text to Jason: hey I never said I didn't have feelings for you I just have greater feelings for Mitch.
Message from Jason: dude it's okay really everyone has crushes.
Text to Jason: do you want to share a bed tonight ;)?
Message from Jason: sure!
After five minutes he came in and ran into my arms. "Please don't hate me" he pleaded. "I don't hate y-" and he slammed his lips onto mine. I was confused.
Jason pov
I kissed him. He tensed up but slowly eased up. His lips were soft and warm. He moved his hands to my sides and I put my arms around his neck. He licked my lip wanting entrance and I granted it. I let his tongue explore my mouth. This felt right yet wrong.
After two minutes of making out I felt his pull away. "J-Jason we can't" I looked away trying to hide how hurt I was. I felt a single tear escape. He went to wipe it away and I slapped his hand and ran to my room. I slammed the door and locked it I can't take this I can't take him.
Before I go I guess I should write a letter explaining everything.
I wrote the letter and left it on my bed.
I took out the sleeping pills that I kept in my bathroom and stared at the bottle.
I took 1
I took 2
I took 3
I took 4
I took 5
I took 6
I took 7
I was getting tiered.
I took 8
I took 9
I took 10
I popped 5 more and cuddled up in bed.
" Love you Jerome" I muttered up as the darkness slowly took over.
I fell asleep to the banging in my door.
Then
The darkness
Took me over
