Mitch pov
Finding out matt was dead. I can't even explain. My life is falling apart. And Jason....i don't know how much more I can take. I love Jerome. I love Jerome. I love Jerome. But I loved Jason and Matt they were my friends. I just can't live on knowing that Matt died because of me. I made him want to die.
I started up the shower and got in I just needed to think. I could easily die here now. With my razor I could just kiss myself. "No don't think that way" I told myself. but I just couldent take it.
"Mitch I'm home" I heard Jerome yell. "I'm in bed"
"Hey" I could hear the sadness in his voice. "Jerome..." I couldent look at him. "Mmhm" I felt him snuggle up to me. "I just want to die" I turned to him. He just stared at me for a second before replying
"Me too"
