Thugs Don't Fall In Love (StudxStud)

Chapter 10~ Recovery And Disappearing Acts

Tazmine's POV:

"Mama? Where are you?" Glancing around, I spot a dangling pale hand. There was a chair facing the wall, so I couldn't decipher who was in the chair. But I felt curious to know...

I don't even know why I felt so curious... It's like I had to know.

"Mama?..." Creeping towards the chair, I could feel my heart starting to pound with sickening suspense. Something was telling me to look. And when I got to the chair... I did.

I looked... And it was my mama... She looked just like me. Her hair was the same length and she had my eyes. My facial structure was more like my father's. But I looked identical to her... And my dad died 1 year after I turned 5.

I've never seen my mama since I was taken into custody of Foster care. I scarcely remembered my mama til now. The doctors told me because I was only a child and my short term memory loss and I didn't know any better. I remember she smelled like... Death really. Her corpse was starting to rot. And you could smell the feces from the bodily reaction she had before she died.

"Heyyy~ little girl~..." My eyes jolted up to come face to face with a male's silhouette in the dark corner of the room... I remember his smell... It was a smell of alcohol and cigarettes mixed with lavender... Oddly it smelled nice.

My eyes were starting to water from the shock of my mama being 'sleep' as I'll say. In my mind she was only taking a nap... But I knew... Somehow that she was gone. And that man had something to do with it.

The male figure got up and stalked over to me... Fear gripped me like a tight vice when I figured out he wasn't a 'good man'. The way he stumbled to me made me realize he was intoxicated with an alcoholic beverage. Never in my life had I been afraid til that moment.

"P-please... Why is mommy sleeping..?" Trying my hardest to be tough though I was terrified... Mama always told me 'Don't fear nobody but God. And don't fear what He has done. But what He can do to those who harm His children. You are a child of God. Fear nothing but Him.' And I wanted those words to be true so bad at that moment.

The man grabbed me up by the waist and grinned through the darkness in the room. I could tell it was nighttime and his teeth were the only visible thing I could see besides his big bright blueish eyes. He could've been a white man if not for his dark comparison to the room around us. But I knew he was a black man. I don't know how. I just knew.

"I'm not gonna hurtcha.... I just wanna make ya feel good.... You're a pretty little one.... Ya mama just tired... Don't worry about it... C'mon and I'll putcha back ta bed..."

I remember him saying that while he walked away from my mama and carried me up the stairs...

In the living room, the TV's sound echoed up the stairs and down the hall...

'It has been reported that a black male, around the age of 35 years old, blue eyes, has escaped from his confinement in prison. He was last seen heading down Forts Rd in a neighborhood. If you see this male, lock your doors and dial 911. He is known to murder and rape his victims. He is armed and dangerous. Back to you Karol...'

The man that has me is just as described but of course, I was too young to realize it....

He carried me into my room and shut the door slowly just as he placed me on my bed. Though I has no idea who is was, I didn't panic right away til he started stripping and threw himself on me.

I was struggling and screaming all while he undressed me forcefully and shoved himself inside me. It hurt so bad.... I remember him grunting and telling me how tight I was and that I was the tightest he's ever had while my tears that ran down my face blurred my vision of his face in the moonlight through my blinds.

....

Not too long after, he shot some sticky thick white substance on me and got up. I could feel him in my room still wondering what to do with me. I felt sick to my stomach.... As a child, I would vomit if I was scared or panicking.

"I won't kill you... But I'll be leavin ya now... You should dial the numbers 9 1 1 fa ya mama... Okay?...." I heard a zipper while he was talking before I heard foot steps and my door being shut.

That day.. Everything happened so fast... The sirens... The red, blue, white lights... The doctors... The hospital... Everything..

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"She's been inna coma fo 3 months. Why don't we just pull da plug already?"

"We can't pull da plug you dumass. Das our homie. She gon wake up soon. Give ha mo time!!"

"We don't have time man. It's like she ain't gon eva wake up.... And it's all Jeezy fault."

My eyes started fluttering open, and I felt sore. When my eyes fully opened, a bright light hit my eyes making me recoil and squint them.. "Damn... My head.."

Sitting up slightly, my eyes adjust while I look around the all white room.. I'm in a hospital... But why?

And why is Jay'Lea, Hunna, and Tayanna here?

"Oh my God, she's awake! Get the doctor!" Tayanna bolts out her chair she was previously relaxing in and runs to my side, leaning over me, smiling widely. She has a pretty smile... Damn.

"Aha.." Scratching the back of my head, I felt a dull throb and winced "Shit. Ow... What in the fuck...?" A low whine escapes my throat while I try to readjust myself on this uncomfortable hospital bed. I hate hospitals...

"Shh... Don't move... You're still healing... It's a fast recovery but you still need to rest and take your pain medication... I'll have the doctors prescribe it for you... You got shot in a drive by because of Jeezy... She was here 2 months ago... But she suddenly disappeared after I blew up on her... Cause she caused it." Tayanna rubbed a thumb over my hand to comfort me while Jay'Lea returned with the doctor and a nurse... Great two people I hate... Doctors and band nurses.

"Ah... Ms. Monberro... I see you're awake finally. You'll just need a few tests on you and then to sign the papers indicating your release then you're good to go!" Doctor.. Frince, shooed all my friends out, including Tayanna though Tayanna was refusing til the doctor assured her I'll be fine.

I barely know Tayanna so I think it's strange for her to be so protective over me. But it's kinda cute at the same time..

Well, the doctor is gonna start running these stupid ass tests on me.. And where the Hell did Jeezy run off to? What does she even look like? And most importantly...
Why did I have a flash back of my mama dead and my rape?...  Is it something giving me this traumatic trigger?

Jesus, be my guide..

(PHEW. 1215 WORDS. NOT THAT MUCH BUT IT'S A LOT TO TYPE WHEN YOU AREN'T FEELING GOOD AND YOU HAVE A STOMACH VIRUS. MAN I FINALLY UPDATED. IT FEELS GOOD TO MAKE MY READERS PROUD. IT'S ALL COMING IN SO GREATLY. I'M SURPRISED I DON'T GET A LOT OF COMMENTS. BUT I LOVE THAT YOU ALL VOTE. THANK YOU A LOT FOR ENCOURAGING ME. KEEP BEING YOU. CAUSE YOU'RE ALL SPECIAL! LOVE YA~ Daddy)