Blowing Away In The Wind.

Underwater

Weight pushes on my chest,

Clawing at these dangerous waters

My lungs burning,

Hotter and Hotter.

I feel as if i'm drowning all the time.

Underwater,

I can't seem to pinpoint,

What is wrong with me,

I can't think straight, down in this endless sea.

Underwater,

Holding my breath,

Patiently waiting for death.

He'll pull me out,

Away from this pain.

And i'll watch as the water drains.

Underwater,

Nothing is clear.

I watch the people move on,

As i disappear.

Why won't they stop?

Why won't they help me?

Can't they see that i can't breath?

Underwater,

Searching for someone,

Looking for a hand.

Trying to find land.

My limbs going numb,

Eyes getting heavy,

Water pours in,

Breaking the levee.

Underwater,

I slowly descend,

I was something no one could mend.

Broken down and beat,

Life was something i could not cheat.

This was my destiny,

To be left alone,

Drowning.

Underwater,

Was my last thought.

Looking into the endless sea,

Watching people walk by,

No one helped me.

I did nothing to deserve this pain,

I need someone to tell the world,

That i died in vain.

Underwater,

It is crystal clear,

That nobody is coming for me,

That nobody is here.