20 minutes until the plane lands and my leg can't help but to shake if I were to do so with anymore force the plane would fall off course and point frankly I can't afford that to begin with.
My patience was almost completely gone until I heard the pilot say
"Alright passengers we have reached our destination please exit in an orderly fashion and remember to make sure you have all of your belongings before you leave we are not responsible for any lost or stolen items." Barely understanding what he was saying I had brought nothing but the tickets in my pocket and my phone in my hand which once I was out of the plane terminal I
Turned back on and called Italy to make sure he's fine
"Italy vere jou sleeping?"
"Si I was." He reponded yawning loudly in the phone
"Es tut mir leid I just vanted to make sure jou vere alright."
"Don't worry. I'm not the one you need to worry about. (y/n) is the one you need to check on is she alright."
"I'm not sure I called jou first."
"Well then call her!" Feliciano yelled Sounding panicked and worried before hanging up the phone
I had already flaged a taxi and told him where I needed to go but once Feliciano hung up the phone the man driving said
"you are the second person to go straight to the hospital yesterday was a nice won an with a nice smile and a nice face good body too said she wanted to see her mom back to the house said she'd be going back tomorrow."
"Vhat did she look like." I quickly questioned
"Well she had (e/c) eyes and (h/c) hair and her skin was a
(S/c) and she was wearing a black t shirt with gray pants."
"Zhat's enough danke."
"She also was skinny but she wasn't to horribly skinny she had a nice hour glass shape to her heh and her boobs were pretty huge just like her-"
"I said enough! Do not talk about her like that she present."
"Boy I wish she was then all I had to was open her-"
"Zhat is vell enough! I vill not listen to jour perverted talk about vomen any longer!"
"Oh come-"
"I said no!"
The taxi went quite and the destination was reached without another syllable spoken from me nor the driver and when I paid for the trip is still said nothing to him.
Walking into the building I tried calling (y/n) but she didn't pick up I didn't start to panic till the third time and still no response so I gave up trying to call her I just jogged over to the reception desk nimbly running around other people in my way
"H-hi uh do jou know where I can find the room 3-14b?"
"Ahh yes it would be on the third floor to the left second room in the hall ok?"
"OK danke."
The elevators were too slow and packed so I ran up the stairs no longer worried about dogging people. that room was my top priority and getting into it was my goal and once I have goal I have a purpose all that was going through my head as I ran to her room was I just met this woman, I came from Germany to Rome for her, I missed my training for her and I don't even if I can trust her but in my head I'm praying to God that she didn't kill or injure herself I'm praying to God that she didn't leave me alone on this earth my stomach was twisted with bad feelings and nerves something just doesn't feel right I feel like I lost something or I feel like I'm in the process of losing something no more like someone please don't leave me (y/n) don't go if you leave you'll take my heart and that's all I have left. Please be ok. Please!
"(y/n) hello?" No response
"(y/n) please it's me Ludwig."
At this point I start to panic and hyperventilate so when I turn the doorknob and push through the door my heart dropped through my chest when I seen the room was empty but I didn't stop at just the doorway I checked behind the door in the closet under the bed until I came to the bathroom the door was closed so I opened it and there I seen you on the toilet your arm out stretched to the sink with a huge cut on your wrist as if you wanted to keep the mess to a minimum the scalple you used to make the deep gash in your wrist covered in blood she still was a little conscience which gave me hope for her life she didn't leave me yet so I found the closest towel or whatever I could find to stop the bleeding then I called for a nurse no longer hesitating and not willing to let Her Go nurses scrambling all over trying to help in fact they tied something around her bicep trying to stop the flow of her blood from killing her nurses kicking me out the room and I could do nothing but obey and cry my soul away in the hall outside the room sitting in the fatal position on the floor against the room wall I didn't care who sees I was scared. I know I have friends but if she dies I'm going to feel so damn lonely. It was another half hour later my phone is practically dead but I have enough battery for maybe 1 call then I would be screwed until I could get a charger for my phone after looking at time one last time reading it as 22:48 a nurse came out of the room my head shot up to see a smile I stumbled my way to my feet and said
"Vell?"
"She's in stable condition she'll have to stay here for a day to rest but she's lucky to be alive because of you I was the nurse for the woman died here so I know why she did it all I ask is that you keep her close and make sure she doesn't do it again because I learned that no one likes to go to therapy and I know you'll be able to keep her moving forward."
"I surly vill ich verspreche."
"What dose that mean.... uh nevermind if you want you can go see her now she is fully conscious but still weak so be careful alright? That means no rough hugging which boys like you are prone to doing."
"I understand."
Part two of this chapter will come out soon so hang tight and once again thank you guys for reading my book and just so you know this is a lemon and I will be getting to that next chapter
