a love so real

chapter three

Turell sat on the chair made from wood in is cabin looking in a piece of broken mirrow that was hanging over a small table he has kept his things he sat with his hairbrush ready to put his hair together he had just taken a bath and wash his hair  soon he would be leaving for home as he was about to comb his hair he thought of what kymone had said he had hear many times that he was handsome but hearing it from her gave him a different feeling he could see her pulling back her own hair when she said i bet if you pull it back like this you would be even more handsome her fingers going through it felt good she kiss him the most amazing kiss he ever gotten she felt extra good in his arms and the thought of her being there cause him to get an erection un wanted emotions that was hard to ignore sighing deeply he left the hair the way it was ragged, as he was about to get up   he heard the children calling from below.                    "Mr Turell they called". "Yeah"he answer grabing his bag from the ground he met them at the bottom where he take aseat on the last wooden step Rushell smile at him, "mr Turell"she said taking a seat on is lap putting her arm a round his neck Rushaune lean against him "i see you two came back finally"         "yes my brother and i brought someting for you".Rushell told him  "Oh yeah"rolling his eyes in a funny way making the children laugh "wonder what that his now"                   "you have to come by the house"Rushaune said                                     "ok" he said   he would feel alot better if he avoid the house but he will have to go there some how and he was hoping not to freek when he saw her he was back to thinking of her in his arms but his thoughts were interup,                  "so you going to see your girlfriend today?"Rushell ask        he nod                               "we will miss you" they both say                      "me too but i'll be back on monday i will think of you alot"they smile at each other they were really in love with him he already made so comfortable in a fatherly way something they never felt before.he got up and went with them closing the gate behind them they enter the kitchen through the back door and came inside the kitchen kymone head came around and he look right in her eyes he was dress in a blue sweat bottom with a white sleveless shirt that fit close to his upper body and a pair of matching sneakers      in his ear he wore a small silver pair of earring and a sliver watch his hair loose on top of his head and the bag hang across his sholders the sight of his hair makes her want to ran her fingers through it he was truely handsome and for a farmer he sure smells good she could lost herself in his sent.the children hand him the bags they were so despaerate to find him to give him kymone was wondering what they needed so badly to give him until she saw him empty both bags on the table there were more than a hundred chocolate all in different shapes and sizes and so many diferent colours             "we knowtist how much you really love chocolate  so we got lots of them for you" Rushell told him.
"Thanks i will now beable to open my  very own chocolate
store" he said  to them with a smile rubbing the top of Rushaunes head he brought his head down and place a wet kiss on Rushells forehead and she hug him at the waist
"I love you"he told her "you love me too right?"Rushaune ask
"Yes i do love you too he hug him as well it was true he did love them he never felt drawn to any child before and he met a lot and it wasnt that he didnt like children he did but just wasnt sure he would have any of his own these two already found a soft spot and he was loving the feel of it.
"Its like getting two things for the price of one if you know what i mean"they both smile and he put his arms around them hugging them both to him.kymone was watching the whole time but turn away when his head came up,she knowtist the childrem didnt bring not even a chocolate for her but wasnt going to ask.
"Oh oh we havent brought any chocolate for mom"Rushell said
"Sorry mom we totally for got some other time"
Kymone look their way but instead of
looking at the children her eyes focous on Turells big strong sholders imagining herself wrap in his arms rested up against his chest as he use his pretty mouth to bird feed her a few of the chocolales.
"I have no problem in sharing" Turell said with a smile and micheal felt angry inside.
"Thanks"kymone said when she was expecting to get a dozen he hand her a single wrapper."one and such small one" she said
"Take it or leave it"Turell told her in any other case she would deffinetly leave it."I am taking it" she reach out to take it from his finger trying not to touch them but he make all the effort to make sure they did when they did it fill like needles going through her body "thanks" she said grumbling to herself as she turn around jermaine smile. With her back turn kymome couldnt see that the twin had ran out the kitchen turning to face them when they came back with a football that they  found lying around in the living room belonging to their uncle inviting Mr Turell to agame of basket ball.which he gladly accepted asking Jermaine if he was up for the game.kymone heard Rushell said that she and mr Turell will be a team he agree with in asecond kymone watch until he was through the door if it wasnt that she was making dinner she would have gone with them just so she could get to look at him.
Dinner was just about to go on the table when her parents came home from work April knew once kymone was here hurrying home to make dinner was a thing of the past,"thanks honey" April said
"Dinner smells great"
Frank told his daughter kissing her cheek he offer to set the table elwhile kymone went to get the others. The game was over and Turell was the only one sweating he stood with the ball in his hand tjey were having an argument a bout who were the better players jermaine and Rushaune said they play better "we re better players we won"Turell knock fist with Rushell and they both smile
"What ever,next time around we will win"jermaine said
Cleaning her throat to let them know she had came
"Mom"the twin said turning around
"Dinner is ready go get yourself clean up"she didnt have to repeat herself they left pulling their uncle with them.
Kymone stand facing Turell he was two inches taller but she didnt have to look up in his face "you staying for dinner?" She ask
He would love to but it was easier to say no so he did" I cant thanks anyway  she wanted to ask why he couldnt say yes and stay for dinner it shock her when he said i told someone i would meet for dinner i dont want to be too full.she wonder who he had promise so faithfully and could only think of his girlfriend wishing she could do something to get him to stay when her mother came out to talk with him she went inside she could still hear him saying i 
told someone i would meet for dinner and i dont want to be full.
"What happen your little friend couldnt join you?"micheal ask when she take her seat at the table."you look disopointed"he said kymone cant believe it acturally show for yes she was disoppinted she wasnt expecting him to turn her down her mother came in so she figure he left whole time she felt uneasy she barely enjoy dinner and didnt make it too dessert and wasnt up for any card game, tonight she sat with the children as they watch a movie when it was over she help the twin to bed then went off to her room micheal was still awake when she got to the room she was praying he would be asleep but even after spending a long time in the shower he was still awake turning to her soon as she climb in to bed, their making out get even worst each time they do it making out with micheal was no fun at all she wonder what she hate more sex with micheal or horses. Not only was he rough but he came so quickly and soon as he was self please he climb from her an fall asleep as if she was his sleeping pills she wasnt able to sleep and making matters worst he snores like truck going over steep hills she lay there listening  to his loud snores tears ranning down her face.         The night would be silent if not for the horses whinning hearing them drag her mind to turell wondering where he was it didnt seems he was back  maybe the horses came to realize that he was out,out with who kymone wonder a girl she knew nothing about came to her mind she could see him with his arms around her making love to her jealously rock her hard.she wonder what kind of lover he was the kiss they share was great she enjoyed it and long to kiss him again.envying the woman in his arms right now she wasnt use to thinking of any other man but peter another man as now taking over her thoughts completly it gives her such pleasure she wanted to touch herself.
It was late when she fell asleep being the last to get up first she look out the window seeing no trace of turell she left for the shower then from there to the kitchen she enter to find everyone at the breakfast table.
"Good morning honey" frank said when she walk in,
"Hey what can i get you for breakfast?"April ask over her sholder,kymone kiss both children then sat beside her brother "two large pancake beconstrips with scramble eggs with hot chocololate thank you" remembering she share the same breakfast with Turell just yesterday going back to wondering  where he was the  children were here so he wasnt back apart of her miss him and long to see him.
Turell had spend the night with nicky they ve been dating for a while now but they weren't really in love well he wasnt in love with her she just wasnt his type she likes to go out party and have fun she was the lover of things that glitters and it have her alover the place he was sure that she was seeing someone nicky was after  a lot more than he could offer and she got  easily influnce by friends as if she didnt have amind of her own so  she was a little busy body much as he didnt care to settlee down    he didnt  want to be around a woman who was alover,one that wouldnt agree to born children for him incase he should want to start a family he can see the Gamberts daughter holding his baby though he knew she weren't the one that was going to have  them  but the image seems real he remember their kiss thinking heavyly on it that he was of no use to his girl friend hard as he find himself he couldnt proform  he was restless for she wasnt the one who cause him to be the way he was it was the thoughts of kymone that got him so hard but he couldnt touch nicky he wanted day to brake more than anything but when it came he wasnt sure how he was going to face it he lay with his eyes close when  crawl out of bed usually he would hold her back so they could do a nother round this time he did nothing all he could do was think about kymone he wasnt up to her standard for them to get in a relationship with but the sweet thoughts of him making love to her he had to shake her from his mind laying still on his back  kymone wasnt his or will she be he was just having afantasy she wasnt even in prembroke for  very long the summer  will be over soon and she ll be gone maybe never to come back he had learn she didnt want to in the first place he knew nicky was going to be mad at him he couldnt face her now looking for the right time to get out of bed and face what he got coming .
"Did i mention we re having visitors?" April ask they were still at the table,finishing breakfast before they could respond she told them.
"Diana and her husband are both coming for the weekend,an yes Erica will be coming too plus shes bringing a friend"
Kymone and jermaine look at each other then at their mom kymone expession changes
"Dont look like that now honey"April told her
"Why shouldnt i look like that?the visiters you re expecting are the Palmers, why now they want to came?"
"Diana and i talk and i told her you came she said its a ling time she havent seen you and she wants to meet with the children"        "we must have done something special to be rewarded so greatly"
Jermaine smile.
Kymone couldnt believe these same people who had desparately tear them down saying a number of bad things about them ehen she got married to peter and move in with him now they want to see her probely to see how she was doing,"but mom you could have told them that we are doing fine.
"Honey please just be very nice with your use of words"
"I ll be very nice alright for i wont be saying a word to them".
Jermaine laugh April gave him a hard look he held up both hands defencively apologising vowing not to laugh again soon as his sister find something else ti say he started laughing again.
"Shut up both of you"April warn
"But i wasnt saying anything"jermaine defend himself.
"I expect you to be on your best behavor" she turn to kymone warning.
She nod agreeing much has she feel the way she did about diana and her daughter erica she wasnt about to let her mom feel disopointed.she dont want any connection with them what so ever she knew she should forgive but wasnt sure she will ever find forgiveness for them especially for diana and her daughter erica kymone guess she was just jealous for it seem she was the one who wanted to marry peter samuel palmer was the best of the family but have to live by their rules what ever they say goes if they turn up today it would be the first time seeing them since peter was lay to rest she remember seeing them at his funeral they havent exchange words but they were there looking her mother had memtion that diana and samuel remarried and erica was about to get married i m happy for them she had told her mother but truth was she didnt care a damn they want to know how she was living for they hold it to say peter died leaving her nothing to live by how she was surviving with two children they at one point say that she must be glad peter was dead for how quickly she move on for micheal was living vith her.how could she be glad to loose her husband with whome she share so much her marriage had ended so quickly and who is to say they dont believe she kill him but she could never love like she had peter.three years were all they share but they were good years she still miss him.
"Atlease when they saw me i ll be in good shape"kymone said her mother look at her.
Maybe she wasnt all that happy with micheal but who would beable to tell if he doesnt display his rudeness in front of them.
"So these people what time will they be coming?" Kymone ask as if they were people she dont know
"Supposingly around midday"April told her and i need to pepare for them there are somethings i need at the store"
"I for one willingly will go to the maket next thing they came and the house is out of food they start gossiping again"
"Honey"both frank an April said.she look over at them her only responce she knew she was right those people gossip so much the littlest thing became a topic
"I have to go in to town as well maybe we should get going"jermaine said being the first to leave the table
"Can we come?"Rushell ask
"Sure" jermaine told her
"Get clean up put on something nice"kymone told the children as they ran toward the livingroom"for i myself going to dress expencive" she said with a smile once the twin was gone jermaine was smiling soon as his mother turn his way he turn away then left the kitchen same time kymone got up and followed him out catching up with him on the stairs their laughter echo through the kitchen April shook her head and sigh she got up to clear the table leaving micheal and frank there not long after micheal got up exiting the kitchen using the back door.
By jermaine and kymone were to came back down stairs April was finish with the dishes and putting the shopping list together
"Shall we get going?"jermaine ask soon as his mother hand his sister the shopping list along with some money.
"Yes"kymone told him
"I'm driving"jermaine said grabbing his keys from the side table in the living room
"Come on you two"kymone said to the twin they ran ahead of them.
"Dont spend the whole day"April said
"When i was expecting to spend the weekend ah mom. Kymone said jermaine look at her then to their mother putting kymone ahead of him
Whispering something their mother couldnt here then they giggle.
April close the door when they leave taking aseat with her husband in the livingroom.
Kymone had knowtist micheal was not seen when she came down but didnt ask for him what instrest her was seeing turell hoping that she would ran in to him once they were in town or anywhere her eyes search for him soon as they left the driveway and her brother back his car on the street but saw no trace of him not even a glimps of someone that look like him from behind.
They got to the store and get all that was on the list along with other things they needed before leaving the store jermaine had ask for a few minutes on their way back turning on another street kymone pray he was meeting turell,but when they got there Lesma was waiting at a bus stop with a suitcase though kymone was disopointed she greet her sister by law with a welcoming hug feeling happy to see her theres no dought they share a wonderful relationship love each other a lot though they dont really share deep dark secret she was her sister inlaw the girlfriend of a brother she love next to life and will do what it takes to make her feel apart of the family.
"No one had told me you was coming"kymone said after moving away from her embrace.
"When your brother told me you and the children were at the house i had to wrapped things up a little eariler to come" lesma inform her they giggle then share another tight hug.
"Can we please finish this when we get to the house?" Jermaine ask reminding his sister that their mother had ask them not to stay the whole day and they ve been gone half of it already."ok"lesma and kymone said but they get to drove off only after lesma hug the twin who were waiting desparetly for her to it took some time before they started talking to her but when they did they started calling het aunt it took her by surprise but like it and didnt want to stop hearing it.
Kymone was thinking that once they were back at the house turell would be there when they got there he wasnt but her parents and micheal stood in the driveway with diana her husband erica and a strange man
"They're here"kymone said "who are they?" Lesma ask
"Just a couple of people you might want to brace yourself and be brave.
"Dont listen to her its not that bad"jermaine said with alaugh"lets not sit here".
"Your right its best we get it out of the way.
They got out the car together it was then lesma knowtist micheal was the other person he didnt reconizes he didnt seems to like her much when ever she went around he always turn his head after looking at her in a cocky way like she wasnt good enough to be in the family but like herself he was a inlaw as well and not even jermaine she was going to mention it to for she wasnt there to fight him out she just want fit in. The twin ran to where their grandparents were diana was the first to greet them they werent good with strangers so they back away to stand behind April who kymone heard explaining how the twin were.diana smile saying "i understand she said turning to greet jermaineas close enough he interduce lesma walker as his wife to be diana and samuel shook her hand "nice to meet you lesma" dian said interducing her to her daughter and son inlaw otis Brown he too shook lesma s hand but like micheal she was scornfully look at and ignore by erica kymone could tell lesma felt bad and wanted to tell erica off but let it slide frocing a smile when diana greet her with a hug it was a little easier with samuel the smile came without afight it last uptil the warm handshake with otis who kiss the back of her hand telling her how much he like her dress and that she was very beautiful kissing her hand once again erica thought he was giving her much more than needed attention taking her time to pull him away, kymone didnt bother to greet her.
"We should be getting the things from the car" kymone said leadind lesma back to the car with her brother closely behind
"What did she heard about?"lesma ask when they were away from everyoneelse
"Nothing shes just envious ignore that small minded little bitch best you can.lesma smile but said nothing just started taking bags from the car for the inside everyone help apart from micheal who just turn away leaving them and erica who saie she wasnt to carry any weight so be cause of that kymone lesma and jermaine double trip coming back to unpack them before joinging the others in the livingroom where they get to talking erica was glad to force herself on a single sofa with jermaine resting her elbow on his thigh April caught the look on lesma s face she had knowtist that when they were greeting erica refuses to shake lesma hand she wasnt hiding it for everyone saw when lesma reach out and erica turn away she didnt say anything but what she know was that lesma is her daughter inlaw and didnt want anyone to make her feel uncomfortable.
"The children are nice though kymone"diana said
"Thanks"she said dryly
"Why none of them look like you? And having everything for their father"
"Hippocrite kymone whisper to her brother who had gotten up to sit next to her on the window
The children draw closer any story about their father was good enough to here
"You knew our dad?"Rushell ask making kymone wish diana didnt mention him.
"Honey i did knew your dad he was such anice young man handsome too your brother look just like him Rushell look at Rushaune them back to diana kymone exchange look with her brother when diana was going on about peter lesma could tell it was making her  uncomfortable when she couldnt stand to it anymore she got up looking at her watch
"I should start dinner"
"We could all help" April suggested but kymone would rather be away from them than with them so she said she will manage on her own April knew she shouldnt say another word about it she knew her  daughter doesnt talk much of peter she was right there when she told the twin of their father s accident how it makes her cry peters name never mention without discomfort and she saw discomfort just now when she got up follow her to the kitchen she saw her wiping tears she wanted to hug her and apologise to her but what will she say shes sorry far so instead of apologising she leave it alone.