Chapter 12

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I glance around the room. No one but Lauren was looking at me. 

I sigh with relief.

Math goes by so slow and so does the rest of the day.

I then go home and spend hours recording. Tomorrow Is the last day before Christmas break.

I fall asleep while looking on tumbler at photos of me and Jason as well as all the fans being mad.

I wake up. Get dressed and do everything normal but something didn't feel right.

I head to school and I start to feel sick to my stomach

I brush it off as me getting a cold.

I walk into school and walk to my locker and see all the "popular" kids around Laurens locker.

I see that Lauren is in the middle of the clump and the minute I go to my locker they all leave.

"What was that about?" I ask

"Um nothing really." She says smiling.

"So you going to sit with me at lunch today?" I say grabbing my books from my locker.

"Uh no I cant the girls invited me to sit with them maybe after the break." She says.

"Well I have to go to class." She says with no hesitation

"Oh... alright." I say

Classes go by quickly but I wasnt paying attention. I couldn't stop thinking about everything.

Lunch came around but I decided to walk around and find Jason.

I need someone to make me feel better. 

I walk all over the school when I find his best friend Jake.

"Hey Jake you seen Jason?" I ask

"Uh no but I think he went down to the blue locker hall way." He said.

"Alright thanks." I say and then head off in that direction.

But the class bell and I headed to class. I guess ill find him after.

Finally after school came and I went to find him. I went down the blue hallway to see if he was there but he wasn't so I went to the stairs. I thought saw him and I opened the doors.

I then saw the worst thing ever I saw Jason kiss the girl. Tears fill my eyes. They brake away form the kiss and Jason smiled! So it wasn't an accident.

I booked running the other way. Tears spilling from my eyes. I ran home.

I passed Jerome who then followed me but I ran faster.

I got home and ran to my room. He was a person I didn't want to see right at that moment.

I ran to my room and locked the door. I cried and cried for an hour.

I then go downstairs to see Mitch.

He was sitting on the couch. I walked over to him and sat down with him.

I silently curled into him and cried.

"What's up sis?" Mitch asks

"I saw Jason kiss a girl then he smiled so I knew it wasn't fake and Lauren ignored me all day." I say through my tears.

"aw its ok I bet he will have a resalable explanation ." Mitch says

"you think?" I ask

"yes I do!" He says.

"alright im going back upstairs." I say and head upstairs and start crying again.

I grab my blade and head to the bathroom.

I know I promised everyone I would cut but I feel I have to.

I put the cold, sparp blade to my skin and push it down. I feel the warm red liquid flow down my wrist as I pull the blade out.

I glide it into the next area and repeat. I look up at my self in the mirror. My red and puffy eyes, my tangled hair and my wrists. I put the blade down one more time but I slip!

I slip and the blade stabbed through my wrist and everything went black....

A/N: cliff hanger!!!!!!!!!

wow that took like an hour to write hope you guys are happy! I finally updated this book and yes this was a very dark chapter and I hope you guys enjoy!!!!!!

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