So in case it hasn't been noticed I'm trash at putting my feelings into words so sorry if this sounds really dramatic but idk how else to word it but anyway I feel like I'm loosing someone and it seems less and less like they're joking when they say things to me and with every little mistake I make I feel like I don't know djkdjdkdk and I feel like I'm loosing myself even I want to start over I want to try life over again I've made so many mistakes that I wish I didn't and it made me the person who I am but is it really who j wanna be and I always want to keep y mouth shut bc I know and feel like I'll get f l a m e d and I don't need that but I just can't shUt uP I'm so annoying I'm really sorry to anyone who knows me sorry
