Bloody Butterflies In My Stomach (Ticci Toby X Reader)

Colorless

CHAPTER 4: COLORLESS

Toby POV

I woke up with Sugar sleeping on my side, trapping my arm to my side as she purred. I pulled out my arm carefully and gently took her off and set her on the ground. I crawled out of the fort looking around for the (HC) haired girl who was nowhere to be found. I stood up as I looked around the barren, dull, room when I caught sight of a piece of paper on her bed, A note probably.

I walked over to her bed, ignoring the children who were as always ordering me around in my head. I picked up the paper and flipped it over, and I felt a weird feeling spread across my body as soon as I saw it. It was a tingling feeling, It wasn't a physical feeling, but kinda like a gut feeling. It felt, Wrong, an uneasiness that settled into my body and wouldn't leave, like a lingering taste in my mouth.

The note wasn't a note, but a drawing. A drawing of a human that looked like it was rotting, their mouth was facing up to the sky as monsters crawled from their throat. The human looked unreal, like no human mind could imagine something so grotesque. My fingers twitched slightly as I dropped the paper onto her bed, I sighed, I should clean up.

I began to pick up the blankets and put them back onto our beds, This took a good 10 minutes.

I held Sugar on my lap gently petting her as she purred, I stayed like this for a good 30 minutes until I started wondering where (YN) was. I put Sugar into my pocket as I stood up and left the bland room, I looked around the hall to see it empty. I looked over to the clock on the wall that covered by a cage, 2 AM.

I went down the hall toward the nurses station, Only to hear a wet sound beneath my foot. I looked down to see a small puddle of what Looked like blood, Nurse Anne probably dropped a blood bag, she is an old clumsy hag. I sighed as I kept walking, leaving behind a bloody shoe print. I hurried down the hall when I saw a bunch of nurses and guards hurrying around carrying what seemed to be a body, I guess they found Gordon's body. I hid it in the Janitor's closet after getting (YN) back to our room. The nurses were pulling the body up onto the stretcher, The Guards tried to assist but failed.

I smirked, Guards that are meant to stop riots can barely lift up a dead body, Pathetic. I watched as other patients began to join the crowd, The noise must have woken them up. A small group watched the 4 guards and 7 Nurses argue with each other about what to do. I'm actually kinda sad, I didn't get to see Gordon's face, I was in a hurry earlier so I didn't have time to check out my Playtoy and see the damage I did. I would relish to see his cold, dead, fish eyes, his skin that would be covered in flakey, dried blood that contrasted his yellowish skin.

The nurses hurried down the hall with the stretcher as the Guards calmed down the patient's, telling them that a patient just fell down the stairs. None the less, everyone went back to their rooms, I guess they were so tired that they forgot that this hospital doesn't have a second floor.

I watched as the Guards began to restrain an older man who refused to go to his room, I sighed as I leaned against the wall and turned my head over to the nurses station, "Empty" I thought as I got an idea. I looked over to the Guards who were pulling the man he was yelling that he didn't want to go back to room 237, because the twins would be there. From what I heard this is probably the guy who (YN) said has an obsession with the "Shining."

I saw the Guards Backs toward me, I ran into the nurses station as what (YN) said last night echoed through my ears.

~Flashback~

I sat up on my elbow as (YN) folded the corner page of her book and closed it, "We can read more tomorrow night." She said, yawning immediately after. She rested on her elbow and turned toward me as she winced slightly, she must have bruises from That Asshole Gordon. It doesn't matter anymore, he's gone now.