"Am i doing something wrong?
Or is it just i'm still young?
I know, you know better
But everything you say won't make me tougher
Because mom it's hurting me
How you keep on comparing me
"Why are you like this
Stop being so useless
You're so ungrateful
You'll end up looking like a fool
You're so attached to your friends
They won't be there in the end
Act more gracefully
Be with your family"
I thought parents should guide you to what's right
But why am i ending up between fights?
Why must you say such hurtful things
Knowing that i'm already hurting?
Maybe i should do something disappointing
Because really, that's all you've been expecting since the beginning
You keep on pushing
Pushing me to do the right thing
So hard it feels like you're shoving
And it's fucking tiring
I'm so tired of everything
Especially when you bet on me failing
Guess i should just fuck everything up
Maybe then i'll be enough"
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I was drunk when I wrote this. What a fucking teenager.
