Confusion

Broken Hearted

Ella's POV

36 hours since we left New York

I can't function, I don't sleep I cry and I lay in bed all day. The days past me by, my brothers try to get me out of bed but I don't move I'm alone, I'm sad all the time. I'm broken hearted.

Dereks POV

"We need to call him we need his help she can't keep going on like this shes no well. Damnit Dwayne we fucking need him"
"Fine I'll call him, I just hope we are doing the right thing for her" Dwayne replied
I'm worried about Ella its the worst I've seen her, normally she would be back on her feet in days. But we can't do or say anything she just lays in bed all day and I'm worried she is fading away. I can't lose her ever if I have to bring that idiot dumbarse back for her I will.

"He's on his way, he never intended to break up with her. She had misunderstood what he meant."
"Fuck so you mean to tell me we didnt need to leave New York what the hell she was adamant he broke up with her, shes never lied before what is going on with her? Okay I'm going to tell her"
"No let them sort it out for themselves"

Hours later there he was standing at the door I wanted to punch him but Ella needed him
"How is she" he asked
I hung my head low "shes bad really bad"
"Okay do you mind if you leave me alone with her please"
I looked at Dwayne he nodded
"Fine just fix her arsehole, shes all we have left"
"I will try my best"

Ella's POV

I was laying in bed when in walked what looked like Christian he walked up to me and rubbed his palm on my cheek, it felt like him but this was a dream its not real. 'I'm done, you need to move on' his repeated over and over in my head a lonely tear fell.
"Come on baby"
He lifted me in his arms and walked us to the bathroom he placed me on my feet and turned on the shower. Then he removed my clothes 'this is just a dream Ella hes done with you' is this real or is this a dream. Or my nightmare I can't comprehend what is real anymore. Then I watched as he removed his clothes then he checked the showers temperature, before he placed me under the water, woah this feels real, the water is hot the way I love it. Then I felt body wash on my back and held myself under the water.
"Spread your arms baby"
I did as the voice said I dropped my arms to my side while he continued to wash every inch of my body. Then I felt a water run in my face and a cold squirt on my head and then hands rubbing shampoo into my head it felt good it felt really good. 'It feels so good please let this be my dream'
"Baby please look at me"
Then I felt lips on me, wait I feel lips I looked closely this is not a dream
"Christian" my voice was a mere whisper
"Yes baby its me, look he grabbed my hand and placed it over his heart do you feel that baby? Thats my heartbeat can you feel how fast it beats for you baby"
I nodded while crying
"Christian"
"Yes I'm here"
And then I realised he was real and I kissed him so passionately he came for me. He still loves me. He threw my hands up and kissed me so tenderly all over. We made love in that shower and it was the best sex we have ever had because it meant the world to me. It was my emotional release from my nightmare and every part of my body he fulled felt incredible it was sensitive it was his to own and only his.

We were now in bed laying with the sheets tangled around our legs naked embraced in each other.
"Why did you leave me"
"You said I'm done you need to move on, Christian you told me to leave"
"Omg I meant I'm done with the conversation and you needed to move on about me coming home, I don't ever want you to leave me ever baby. You will know if I don't want you."
"But you hung up on me and that destroyed me because you have never done that to me ever, there was no chance for me to ask what you meant, it felt final to me, thats why I left, I even handed in my resignation"
"I heard Martin was pissed at me for letting you leave I told him you were coming back next week when I figure what the hell was going on"
I sat up and pulled the sheet up to cover my breast
"Whats wrong" Christian asked
"Before all this you were acting weird you weren't yourself you're been away alot and so quiet it feels like you were hiding things from me. And it scared me"
"I'm sorry I promise I will explain everything to you but for now we need to get dressed and get you feed"
"Im not hungry"
"Okay then I'll just have my full of you again"
I laughed my sexy beast is back
"Nope changed my mind I'm hungry"
"Aah okay fine"