She's gone forever!

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Well, I tried to keep calm for at least 15 minutes, but when I saw that I couldn't communicate with her, I gave up. I knew that she was really dead and nothing could bring her back, not even our love for her. People usually say that love is stronger than anything, even stronger than death, but I think that dead people are stronger than love, because now that they are dead, they are no longer able to love anything or anyone. Maybe Kate couldn't love me as much as she did. But I wanted her to know that my love for her would  never stop increasing. After all, she means more than just a sister for me. Usually, people say that we realize the kindness of a person only when she's no more, but in my case, that's completely false. I know that although we were not too close from each other, but it didn't mean anything. I know she never told me any of her secrets, but it's just because she thought that I would not understand because I never knew what means 'love' and I would be of no use. Kate was the type of person for whom every boy would fall, and I was the type of person who would fall for books. What a shit!! The worst of all is that she always told me while laughing, " Don't read too much Amanda, life is too interesting, I know that you're no longer a baby, but it seems that you don't know anything about  girl's life, like having a boyfriend, breaking up with him later, and so on. I can't help you right now, but if one day you have feelings for someone and can't control it, you can always count on me," and I couldn't support that, as if I was not enough mature to find a boyfriend. But now I realize that if I was enough mature, maybe she would have told me her secrets. She was always with her friends, or boyfriends, whereas I was more with my books than with Heiley. Then did I realize that I could say a 'hello' to Kate's old best friends, Katherine and Taylor. Not Taylor Swift, right? No, I'm just kidding, she not like that, she's not as beautiful as Taylor Swift, and I think this is why she never really appreciated me because I was always teasing her with that.

Anyway, I decided that the next day, I would pay them a visit. I don't care if Taylor Swift... oops, I mean Taylor, ( I really need to stop with it)doesn't want to see me


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