Hey so uhm, sine being out of the hospital nothing has really changed... I'm not getting counsiling like I'm supposed to be. In fact my life has only got worse..... The only good thing is my amazing boyfriend... He helps me threw my depression and has stopped me from giving up. I'm still homeless and it really sucks /: this has been almost like 8 months now..The only thing I wanted for Christmas was to not be homeless... I didn't get that :c I also feel like I've lost everyone besides my bf and I always feel bad about venting to him.... Erg >.< I just feel like no one understand how horrible it is to never have a room you can walk in and plop on your bed having all your band posters around with music blasting and playing Xbox >.< that was my old life and I miss it like crazy :c I'm failing school and I already failed 7th grade once I don't wanna do it again... But I'm about to we don't have a computer and no one helps me and erg I'm like venting right now haha . But also I always try so freaking hard at being happy but now I don't wanna be anymore because everytime I'm happy something horrible happens to ruin it >.< so yah right now I'm just at a horrible place in my life... Hopefully things get better because I'm barely holding on 😞
Don't ever feel alone, I'm here. My kik: irefusetosink9669 my Instagram is the same ~ leave comments below if you need any other social medias or anything haha ill do anything to be here for all of you <33 stay strong everyone.
