I just thought I would kinda update on how things are going.
Well. My eating disorder got pretty bad. Still being cyber bullied. But I guess I think I'm still pretty strong. so my cutting has pretty much stopped. My suicidal thoughts are starting to stop. I mean they still come to me at times but not as often... I'm still homeless. I have like 4 real friends but I never see any of them but yah.. And alot of Internet friends who ily<3
This proves things get better. Because I thought I would never be loved. My thoughts would never go away. I thought they would win. But I think I kinda am..(:
So stay strong. Tip. Think positive, always. If your starting to think negative. Make yourself think positive. Remind yourself how beautiful and skinny you are. It really helps. Not right away. But like a broken leg. It takes time. It dosent heal over night. But you can still get better as long as you don't give up. And try looking at the beautiful things. Like sprinkles to make ice cream look pretty. Or stars and fireworks. Beautiful bows. A babies laughter. There are so many more. You just have to think about them<3
Well this is pretty much my update. You all can talk to me anytime still.
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I really do care. So have a great day I love you all so much<3 thnx for reading if you did!(:
