EXTRA PART: DANS NOTES

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Phil,
First of all, this wasn't your fault. It absolutely wasn't. I've been depressed for a longer time and texting you made me happier. Buy then I got feelings for you, y'know? And then I relapsed. And I came out to my dad. He laughed at my face, hit me and called me faggot. That was the bomb I guess.

Please, whatever you do, do not blame yourself Phil. It's better this way and you know it. Now you can fully live your life without me on your shoulders. If there is a heaven, you will be put there, because damn you Phil Lester, you are an literal angel.
I am so truly sorry but the future had it coming.

I love you so much,
Dan.

❄❄❄❄❄

PJ,
We have't known eachother that long (well a year and a half is long but idc) but you are like a brother to me. Please have an eye on Phil after I'm gone.
Forgive me.

Love,
Dan.

🍃🍃🍃🍃🍃

Chris,
Ok so m8 I know you aren't that sad and shit so lmao you fine af m8 lmao
I honestly do not know wtf that was tbh.
But keep an eye on Phil please.
I am so sorry.

Love,
Dan.

🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞

Troye & Tyler,
So I don't know you guys that much due the fact that you live in the US and weren't so social in the gc. I just want to say that I hope that your youtube-channels grow big and that you grow the confidence to come out.
I'm sorry.

Love,
Dan.

☁☁☁☁☁

Brendon,
The important first: Why the fuck is your forehead so big? Like what?

Now that I have asked that, I do not know you that much but you seem really like a genuine ( do you spell it like that? ) and nice person. I hope that you will be happy in the future and that your dream of starting a band will come true.

Love,
Dan

💔💔💔💔💔

Shithead aka Dad,

Fuck you.

xofuckyouxo
Dan.

So that are dans notes for every person ( what happened with his mum is up to you ). There will be an sequel but the first chapter may take awhile due the fact that it will be none-texting and I suck at that.
The sequel will have both texting and none-texting chapters just fyi.

Signing out for the last time here,

Alex (they/them)❄
Stay safe and alive my sweet children love you.
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