dear oliver,
I must admit that I'm a bit hurt that I didn't get a letter back, but I understand that paper supply is short where you are. in my mind there are two possible moods you are in. mood one, you are incredibly sad. mood two, you are incredibly happy.
if you are sad I will fill you with happy memories, if you are happy then I will fill you with happy memories that will make you miss me.
when you first asked me out, I was afraid it was a dare. I said no because I didn't want to be humiliated. you were persistant though, and kept on asking. I eventually said yes. you took me to a small diner and for me, that was it. I was stuck with you. every though drifted back to you.
your curly hair, and white teeth. your thin lips and button nose. how you smelt so masculine, yet so comforting. everything about you.
even now, I am afraid you will leave me. you are so good and I am such a mess. I hope that you are healthy, and well.
please try to let me know how you are doing, I can get quite worried as you know. I miss you everyday more and more.
love you forever, ellie
