Spiteful Inclination

5

*Morgan's POV*

All the boys and Ari looked at me. "Mor-" Niall began but I just shook my head and walked away. I stopped and turned around. "I'll wait outside." I mumbled.

I turned and continued walking. Once I got outside I sat on an old worn out bench.

After a few minutes someone walked out and sat next to me. "I know he cares about you." A deep Irish accent spoke.

I recognized the voice to be Paul's. "Whatever."

"Listen Mor, is it okay for me to call you that?" I simply nodded. "I'm not going to tell you what to do but I am going to give you advice." He paused waiting for me to say something.

I gave a swift nod to tell him he could continue. "He is your da- father." He quickly corrected himself  knowing the use of dad would only irritate me.

"He's your father Morgan, and he was there for you for a while, whether or not you like to admit it. I don't know the full story of why he exactly left but if he left his kids it must've been good reasoning."

"Unless he wanted nothing to do with us." I said sharply cutting him off. "I know Simon, he wouldn't just leave you without a word."

I sighed. He was probably right.

"It just hurt so much to know that my own father, the one that was supposed to protect me and hold me when I'm scared and sad, left. He didn't even call! He just left, never communicated with us! He was gone for ten years! Ten horrible years! I can't even begin to explain how much my life fell apart the instant he left!" I sobbed.

Paul had pulled me to a hug as I rambled on.

"D-Do you want to talk about?" He hesitantly asked being cautious of the emotional state I was in.

"Not here. When we go to the hotel?" I asked softly looking up at him. He gave a nod and I smiled at him.

Even though I just met him I feel like he is going to play a big part of my life.

"Let's go back in." He said. I got up and wiped the tears that were still slowly falling. "Thank you." I whispered. He smiled. "Of course love."

We walked back in and everyone was in the room for their meeting. Paul and I sat on the couch and waited patiently.

"Would you like a coffee?" I smiled and nodded. Paul got up and walked out of the building and made his way across the street.

I heard the door to the office open the close.

"The boys and Ari are almost done." Niall spoke. "And why aren't you in there?" I asked. "I asked if I could leave." He states like it was obvious. "I wanted to talk to you."

I shook my head. "Why? You hate me I hate you."

"According to Arieana you don't hate me." He smirked. "Whatever."

"I didn't know he was your dad Morgan." He began. "I'm sorry."

"If you did know would all of those things you did back in school change?"
"Mor-"

"No Niall, tell me. If you knew Simon Cowell was my dad would you have done all those cruel things to me? Would you have called me all those horrible names? And it seems to me that you haven't changed much."

"Excuse me?" He said obviously taken aback. "You literally just called me a psychotic bitch this morning! That's exactly something you would call me back in high school!"

"I'm sorry!" He exclaimed. "Then prove it! But until you do I'm done with your shit." I huffed.

"Damn it Morgan, why does everyone have to prove everything to you! It's a pain in the arse! Can't you just except the fact that we're all human and we all screwed up! Yes Simon and I screwed up big time. We all have! If Arieana did something horrible to piss you off you would forgive her instantly, just because she is your best friend! Yeah you're not close with your father and I but that doesn't fucking mean you can treat us like shit! You're being immature and it's ridiculous! Everyone is sick of it! Especially Ari! Did you even know Ramon cheated on her?-"

"Wait what?"

"Exactly! You're so fucking caught up in your own life that you don't even realize what's happening in your best friends! All she's been is there for you and now when she needs you the most you're not there because you're selfish!" He exclaimed.

"Niall she didn't even say anything about Ramon cheating on her, how the hell was I supposed to know? How do you even know about him? You two met last night!"

"We talked while you were at work Morgan! She didn't want to bombarded you with her own issues because she didn't want to put the extra stress on you!" I was beyond angry. Through out the time Niall's has been telling me I was selfish the boys and Ari had come out of the office and Paul had returned with the coffee.

"Out of all the people she could've talked to she chose you?" I asked mostly to myself.

"She had no one else to go to! She couldn't go to Ramon, she couldn't go to her parents because they're not here, she didn't want her grandma to see her cry, and she couldn't go to you for obvious reasons!"

I looked at everyone as their eyes flitted back and forth between Niall and I.

My eyes began to burn as tears brimmed the rim of them. I turned on my heel and head towards the door. The last thing I heard before the door had separated me and the others was...

"Grow the hell up Morgan!"
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Long time no write!
Heyyyyyyo! Son this chapter is kind of longer than normal. Yep I've had writers block for a while. So um hope you enjoyed this! I'll try to update again soon:)

~Selina