Chapter Ten: Love Loss and Gain

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'I don't remember much of what happened last night, but I know I feel like shit and I don't think I should have went out drinking. Oh well. I guess I have to worry about my day off today and then worry about what might have happened when I was drunk.'

I grumble as I slowly wake up, opening my eyes and soon my eyes widen. What the hell are Delsin and Victor doing here? I lay on the bed between them and I stay quiet. I don't get what the hell happened and watch them both. I bite my lip as I carefully get up off the bed, being sure not to wake the two and head to the bathroom. I look in the mirror and whisper "shit I look like fucking shit." I look to my phone, seeing a text from Kevin and he is pissed with me. I sigh as I put my phone down and sit down on the toilet as I put my head in my hands. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me, but I don't think I know how to love or how to deal with people wanting to love me. I soon hear a ding, looking to my phone and open the message. It's a picture of Delsin and I holding hands. I check twitter and Nikki Bella is going crazy on there along with Kevin. I sigh again as I look at everything, but I close out of it soon as I think and I leave the bathroom. I gather up somethings, thinking to myself and I'm quiet. I'm going to leave and I'm not going to come back for awhile. I grab Mox along with my bag and leave the room. I will not deal with this right now and I soon get to my car. I look at the hotel and whisper "I'm sorry everyone. I might not come back." I get in my car and head off to who knows where. 

*Delsin's POV*

I'm awake before Vic, but Des is gone and I don't know where she went. I look around and all her things are gone. I hear banging on the hotel room door and I walk over to it, opening it. Kevin says "oh I see. So you're here. Now I know why she hasn't been talking to me." I say "whoa whoa.... I have no idea what you're talking about Owens." I soon see Nikki and she says "you cheated on me. I hate you." I just stare at her in disbelief as she storms off and Kevin follows after her. What the hell? I close the door and Vic says "um sorry about all of that man." I say "eh it's alright. I'll be fine. I'm gonna head back to my room." I leave the room before he can question me and sigh softly as I shove my hands in my pocket. I don't know what I'll do now about love, but I might just stay single for a little while and I get to my room. I open the door, walking in and close the door. I think I should just go lay down and relax. I slowly make my way to my room, looking at my phone and see all these mean texts from Nikki. I sigh as I reach for the door knob, opening the door and I soon look at Alexa laying on my bed. I blink a few times as I look at a sleeping Alexa and wonder why she's here, but then again I'm not really worried that much. I walk over to my bed and sit there as I look to her. She has a bruise on her cheek and I frown as I look at it, wondering how she got the bruise. I shrug as I lay down next to her and go back to sleep. 

*Victor's POV*

I just got back to Dana's room and she looks worried. She asks "where were you?" I say "Des got drunk and Delsin helped me get her to her room. We stayed the night to make sure she didn't do anything." Dana says "ah. I have heard she does a lot of drinking and stuff. I'm glad that she has such great friends like you guys." I say "yeah. Can't let my friends and loved ones get hurt." I hug her as she hugs me and I kiss the top of her head. I'm glad she's not like how Nikki or Kevin are being. I mean she understands what I was doing and doesn't accuse me of things. I walk over to the couch, sitting down on it as I turn the TV on and yawn. Dana asks "you still tired baby?" I look at her and say "yeah. Still pretty tired. It was rough taking care of Des last night." She comes over to me, sitting next to me and says "I can help you feel better. Come with." I look at her as she gets up and I watch her walk towards the bedroom. Oh hell yeah I know exactly where this is going and I follow after her. I'm pretty sure she's going to make me feel real good and I can't wait. 

*Back to Des' POV*

I pull up to the beach, sighing as I sit in my car and look at the water. I shake my head as I get out of the car, walking towards the water and I sit down on the beach. Sure you're not really supposed to be here at night, but then again I don't really care and I'm going to stay here. I look out at the water as the moon hits the water, sighing louder and soon look down. What the hell is wrong with me? I can't find love. I can't get love and I always ruin everything. I hear something familiar and it's a motorcycle. I don't worry about it as I just play with a little bit of the sand and sigh very softly. I hear someone coming towards me and I don't even bother looking at them. I know it's Baron and I don't really know why he'd be here. I can tell that he's sitting next to me and I ask quietly "what do you want? Aren't you with Alexa?" He says "she broke up with me and went back to Murphy, but I guess he was abusing her. So she went to Delsin's room." I nod as I look to him soon and say "that all sounds horrible. I went back to Owens and it....it just didn't feel right and I knew how he would be." He says "oh. I'm sorry to hear that Des. So um you want to hang out?" I look at him and say "I would like to if you don't mind." He smiles at me and says "I'd love to have your company." I smile and nod as I get up with him, walking towards our rides. I wonder what this will be. 

'I don't know where this will go, but I wonder if he will love me or if he will desert me. I hope this is something that will stay true and stay strong. I want to be with Baron and I actually want someone to love me.' 

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Chapter ten is here finally. 

The update schedule for this is: All weekdays.

I will not update it on weekends.

Hope ya'll like this update.

~Des

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