I rushed home, feeling like I just been burned by a blowtorch. My heart raced as I turned the corner around my block. I stormed inside past Beck, tears streaming down my face. I threw myself down onto my bed, black mascara stains smearing on my heart-eyes emoji pillow. How could Colson say that? He knows I'm sensitive. Plus he should know you never disrespect a girl like that...ESPECIALLY when I thought he liked me a little. Insulting me is definitely not the way to my heart.
I couldn't take it anymore. Colson was right, I'm messed up from my past. What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm a freak. No one would ever love a girl who was beaten by her father and now emotionally scarred by all of it, too afraid to even make out with a guy. I put my hand under my bed and pulled out a long steak knife I snuck in when we were unpacking from the move. I laid the blade against my skin and swiped it against my wrist swiftly. Again and again. Blood dripped down my skinny arm and onto my sweatpants.
He will never love me.
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Nothing Left to Lose -MGK fanfic-
Fanfiction16-year-old Tatum Rose "Tatie" Lawrence has nothing left to lose. Tatie, her mom, and her brother have moved countless times, trying to escape the wrath of her abusive father. Now that he has finally been taken away, she and her family settle down i...
