Jason McCann: Forgive

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~Jason McCann ~

6 months after him and Cassie split. Same day she gets hurt.

Groaning in frustration I want to chuck my phone at a wall. 

6 freaking months

6. 

Without Cassie. Without her smile. Her attitude. Her....everything.

Scowling I glance down in irritation at my phone.

I finally get the nerve to call her and she doesn't answer. Well its not like I expected her too.

I just wanted to ask her if she was anywhere near a gang called Mauvaises Chiennes. Well that's one of the reasons. I want to hit my self for becoming such a wimp in under three seconds.

Get a grip. I scold myself.

I dont need her

Lie

I don't even care about her

I love her

This is getting out of hand very quickly. Tossing my phone onto the side of me making it bounce slightly on the black comforter covering my bed.

Sighing I get up and stretch my legs reaching up to the ceiling and holding Mt hands together bending side to side. After hearing a satisfying crack I make way towards the meeting room where everyone was waiting for me.

"Here's the plan. We go in ambush then pull out" I tell my members. They look at me uncertainly. "WHAT" I snap. They all visibly flinch but a brave soul decides to speak up.

"With all do respect sir, the Mauvaises Chiennes gang is second to our gang in America but out there that are number one. Top of their class. And they just got a new leader we heard and we dont know who that is yet".

Looking at him blankly I raise an eyebrow. " And this is supposed to stop me how?...... "

He opens his mouth but shuts it when I glare.  "That's enough. We are attacking their group for what they did to us last month. I don't care if they have a new leader. Anyone that thinks otherwise please make it known now" I say sternly.

The man that was trying to get me to change my kind raises himself up from the chair slowly. Two people follow after. All newbies. Sighing for what feels like the hundredth time today I pull out my gun that's always tucked in my jeans and shoot each of them in the head.

"Anyone else?"

Everyone stays quiet looking at the three bodies with disgust fear and pride.

"We leave ASAP. Remember get in get out"

Walking out the room I clench my fist.

This day just keeps getting better and better. Note the sarcasm.
Sighing frustratedly I drag my hand through my hair. I was vicious I can be vicious again.

You still miss her

Shut up. No I dont. I could care less.

Lies

No

Yes

No

Yes

No

Yes

N- why the fuck am I talking to myself. Great now I'm going crazy. Reaching outside I watch as my men rush to prepare for our ambush.  Turning around I hurry to our gun range and walk up to the concrete slab that's separating me from the targets pulling off the pistol from a nearby wall. No point in putting on earmuffs. I'm used to it now.