Jason McCann: Forgive

9

It was cold. That was one thing I was sure of.

By now my lips were probably already a tinted blue. Pain bounced around my body and it spoke volumes.

I was going to die.

Be it today or tomorrow, but my time was coming to an end.

God I sound like a depressed poet.

This is how Shakespeare probably felt than.

Nasty old man.

Or was that Edgar Allen Poe?

I look around once more,dragging myself out of where my brain was headed.

As usual nothing had changed in the room. Concrete floors and walls. No beds or sheets to lay on or cover myself with. Not even a toilet. They were pretty smart in taking me how they did.

It's been what feels like a couple week already. And I know something bad has happened​.

I was on the rare trip to the bathroom when a scream pierced through my ear.

It sounded horrific. But as soon as it came it went so I thought I imagined it. I've been on edge ever since.

Even more so than usual.

I slowly stick my tongue out of my mouth and lick my lips. Although it doesn't really do anything.

It gives me some sense of feeling other than pain.

After finishing my business and receiving my daily beating I was back in my cell block.

Where did bad Cassie go ? I have no idea.

It was as if that side of me has given up on me and left. Leaving only the shell of me.

It sucked really. I was on fire when I first got here.

But now.

I was a weakling.

Another ear piercing scream is heard and I feel that same dread creep into my body. Only this time it was as if I was too late.

But for what ?

That was when I felt that something bad had happened.

Hearing footsteps getting closer I scowl.

"Is the princess awake?" His annoying voice slips through cracks of the door and I glare at it in irritation.

"Fuck off"

He chuckles, "if only you knew Miller. If only you knew. Anyways I'm getting real tired if this little game, aren't you? How about this. I let you train with my men and in return I'll leave you alone as long as you stay loyal and help me take down McCann. Or I kill those two Littles girls at your house "

"YOU COWARD" I yell in rage.

Just thinking of someone putting their hands on my sister's makes me want to go insane and become a true monster.

"Ill take that as a yes. Now you better behave. I have people​already there undercover and in plain sight "

I only grunt in response.

1 month later

"YOU ARE ALL WEAK"

I punch the boy in front of me and he goes down easily.

Training with these people actually turned into me training them. They had horrible​ skills.

They were good but not that good.