Jason McCann: Forgive

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Jason McCann POV

I couldn't believe it.

Here she was right in front of me.

Although it wasn't the time to admire Cassie and her good look I couldn't help it.

I'd missed her too much
over the time she was here.  Even before that.

But right now I had to put my feelings aside and focus in Robert.

That sick fuck needs to die.

The anger that rolls off Cassie is suffocating to say the least.

But also understandable.

If someone even looked at my little brother and sister the wrong way.... The madness in me stirs at the thought.

I see Cassie lung and that's when I slip my hands out of the now loose bounds. 

Cassie tackles Robert to the floor and he grunts after his head hits the hard concrete floor.

I quickly bend down to until my feet. 

Robert pushes Cassie off of him after she lands a few good punches too his face.

Spitting from his mouth he picks up the gun that Cassie lost for a few moments.

It was as if everything was in slow motion. Cassie lifts herself up from the ground and blood can be seen on her side from where she had landed on one of Roberts weird contraptions but it looked to also be from something else.

Her hand grabs a knife from somewhere on her body and stands ready.

I watch as the knife shoots fast from her hand, at the exact same time the bullet left the gun.

Forgiveness

I leap into action and shove Cassie out of the way.

She falls back on her butt then her back and I see her wince in pain.

Turning towards Robert I watch as the knife drives straight through his head leaving only the handle visible.

Falling to my knees I gasp and look down.

Blood.

Lots of it.

I can here Cassie saying something to me but it all came out as a blur.  My sight started to get blurry and the pain in my chess was aching.

Gaspimg for air i call out to the one girl that made my heart race and made me want to change.

"Cassie"

Through the hazy hue and creeping darkness I could make out her silhouette.

"Jason......I need........pl....."

It was hard understanding her but I could feel her hands on my chest putting pressure on the open wound.

My eyes start getting watery, making my vision even worse.

Black spots were starting to appear but I wouldn't let them win.

Not like this, not while I still had so much to do.

My gang needed me.

My family.

Cassie.

But as these thoughts cane to mind I could feel the darkness pulling me under tight when I feel someone move me.

Cassie's POV

Stupid. Stupid stupid stupid.

That was what was going through my mind as I ran with Ryan and Chaz to the car with Jason in Chaz's arms.

He had took the bullet.

For me.

I was ready to die, well at that time I was. But then next thing you know bam.

I'm on the floor with the bruises on my back probably worse, Robert falls to the floor dead. And Jason has blood soaking his shirt.

The car is speeding down the street and I can't even remember seeing any dead people on the floor when we left.

How long were we down there ?

Justin was already two shades lighter and I could feel myself slipping away.

If I lost him...

I didn't want to think about that outcome.

Coming back to the present I have the side car door open even before Ryan screeches to a halt.

Hopping out the car I run forward.

"HELP. MY BOYFRIEND WAS SHOT. HURRY" It all cane out in a worry slash cold tone.

The doctors put Jason on a gurney and I follow them till they reach the large double doors.

"If anything happens to him, you are all dead" my voice was ice and the doctors shivered in fear but still pushed the doors open.

Sitting down in between Ryan and Chaz in the waiting room I wince in pain.

"Are you alright? Oh my gosh I can't believe we forgot about you.  The one we were saving ! We are so horrible. Do you need a doctor? Or maybe some water? Wait those were stupid questions of course you do-"

"Ryan it's all right. Just shut the fuck up. All that babbling is giving me a headache. I'm not seeing a doctor until I found out he's okay. I can't lose another.  First Ari, then...."

Snarling I shut my eyes and take deep breaths. My mood was in a dangerous zone and I had to calm down fast.

"Dark as midnight
Six pack Coors Light
You don't look the same

Past my bedtime
Blue and red lights
Come take you away

Hate to see you like a monster
So I run and hide
Hate to ask but what's it like to leave me behind

I won't be, no I won't be like you
Fighting back, I'm fighting back the truth
Eyes like yours can't look away
But you can't stop DNA
No, you can't stop DNA"

Chaz and Ryan's voices slowly drift to my ears and for some reason I found myself wanting to sing along with them. But also cry.

I opened my eyes slowly and grabbed onto their hands. Allowing myself to give in and seek others for help.

"Eyes like yours can't look away but you can't stop DNA. No you can't stop DNA" my voice joins along with them and I feel a sense of hope come over me.

I feel a hand skim over my cheek and I quickly grab whosever it was.

"Calm down Cass. I was just wiping a tear off." Chaz says softly.

I scoff, already feeling the walls building up.

"I'm out. Call me if there's news"

I get up from the chair and stretch before walking towards the door.

"Wait. Cass. We don't have your-"

But I was already long gone before Ryan could finish his sentence. 

Only one sentence was running through my head.

I called Jason my boyfriend ...
.

My one and only AN

I just wanted to say that I was dealing with writer's block for the first time and it was horrible. But now we are back in business baby. Thanks for over 20k reads on Jason McCann and almost 2k on here.

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