I hate this
This feeling of dispair
But I now know that I have no control
I have been told so much by others
But this is my life not theirs
I've changed for the people I loved
For people whom I thought were friends
Now I don't even know who I am
I need to find that one person
Who will bring me back
Who will love me for who I am
I am ready for them
I am ready for the happiness
They shall bring
I am ready for the despair to disappear
