I'm alone
Alone with no one to blame
I'm alone because
Because I mess everything up before it even starts
I know I should have done things differently
But every time I make the same mistakes
Over and over
Again and again
I wish I didn't hurt them
But I can fix what are have done
I have to live with it
All the time everyday
There's not a moment that what has happened doesn't go through my mind
What i could have done differently
What I could have said differently
But I can't redo
If I tried to change things
I would only hurt them more
I have to let go
So I can live my life and them theirs
I have to face it
I am forever alone