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전정극 : Regret

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She's rich, yet she grew up to be simple and innocent. She's also smart, she loves reading books, but music is her passion. She's really good at playing various instruments but piano and violin were her favorites. She's an only child and she's deeply loved by her parents. She has good friends in school, and she's beautiful even though she wears reading glasses all the time. Everything in her life was perfect, and there's nothing more she can ask. She was just 19 back then. She's in her last year in highschool and she already got a scholarship to a big music school in Amsterdam, and was bound to go there in six months. She's excited and can't wait to go there. It was her biggest dream and it's finally coming true. Until she met Jeon Jungkook..

He wasn't as rich as her, he's 20, he doesn't have parents and he only live with his sister. He doesn't go to school anymore, he chose to work so that his sister can go to school instead. He's really good in painting. He was a very cheerful person back then, but when his mother died because of an accident, he started to care less about everything except for his sister. He's selling his painting and no one seems to like it. His paintings were all dark and lonely like his world. Until he met Y/N..

They met at a park, where Y/N was sitting under the shade of a tree, and was reading a book. He was sitting on a bench and was attracted at her natural beauty. He was staring at her and painting the sight he was seeing. After he was done, he gathered up courage to go and talk to her. He walked towards her and approached her. Luckily, she was nice enough to talk to him. He showed her his painting and he's so happy that she actually liked it. After that, they became good friends.

3 months had past and the two was slowly falling in love with each other. One day, he confessed to her at the place where they first met. She gladly accepted his love and they became a couple. They were so deeply in love and were so happy at each other's company. His paintings became colorful and bright. Her music was full of love. She wanted him to be his first and last. She even contemplated if she still wanna go to Amsterdam. It was an everlasting love. At least that's what they thought. Little did they know, that a horrible truth will break their love apart.

"Why are you so afraid to drive?" Jungkook chuckled lightly. Y/N's driver was sick today, and instead of driving herself, she just used a bus to go to school.

"I had an accident before.. July 18, 2011.. I will never forget that day. I accidentally ran a woman over. But dad told me she was okay. But I'm just afraid to hurt someone again if I drive. So I decided not to."

Jungkook froze at what he heard. July 18, 2011. He will never forget that date too. It was the same exact date when his mother died. She was on her way to work when she was ran over by a car. She was brought to the hospital and was in a critical condition. Y/N's family paid for his mother's hospital bills but she soon died. Jungkook wanted to sue the one who killed his mother so bad. But he doesn't even have enough money to file a case or even to hire a lawyer. He was so mad at himself that he can't even do anything for his mother. She's the only one that they had. His father died when they were young and now, his mother is gone too.

It was an accident, and he knows it. But Jungkook's love was already overwhelmed with anger. Whenever he looked at Y/N, he can't see the girl he love, but he sees the person who killed his mother instead. His heart was suddenly filled with hatred once again. All he wanted that time was to get revenge for his mother's death.

From then on, he started to act cold towards Y/N. He doesn't answer her calls and they don't see each other as often as before. It was Jungkook's birthday. She prepared a big surprise for him. His sister, and all of his close friends were there. There were balloons and banners everywhere. Delicious foods were on the table.Y/N and his sister were busy accomodating the visitors. He was walking down the alley to his home. As soon as he reached the front of his house, they threw confettis and sang a happy birthday song for Jungkook. He smiled but he doesn't look happy. He mouthed a 'thank you' and went straight inside his house. His friends didn't mind because he's usually like that and continued the party.