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김남준 : Not In That Way

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I adore him. I continued to play with the edges of my book as I watched Namjoon, my bestfriend, sitting across me, studying, and looking beautiful as ever. His eyes were trained on the book he was reading while putting highlights on the important words with a blue highlighter pen. I can't describe how adorable he looks everytime his lips would pout a little when he's thinking and how graceful his hands move when he flips the pages of the book. His beauty is truly out of this world. He's like a Greek God disguised as a human, a beautiful flower that blooms in the middle of a winter, and an angel that was sent from the heaven for a mission. Everything about him is amazing, and it was killing me.

I treasure him. The very first time I saw him was at the school. I was a transferee back then and I was sitting on the chair at the very back of the class room, while waiting for the teacher to come in. I still remember how cool he looked when he entered the door, catching the eyes of everyone in the room. He looked like one of those handsome chaebols in the dramas I always watch. I watched him walk towards my direction and took the only seat available, which is beside me."Staring is rude, miss." He suddenly spoke, snapping me back from my dream land. I immediately looked away before apologizing to him. "Hi, I'm Kim Namjoon." He offered his hand for a handshake and flashed me a beautiful smile, showing his adorably deep dimples. I gladly took his hand, shaking it while introducing myself as well. And we became closer to each other after that day.

I've fallen for him. When did it even started? I don't remember anymore. It just happened one day, when he walked to me and I suddenly felt butterflies on my stomach. My heart started to act crazy whenever he looks at me, or even when his hands would accidentally graze to mine while we're walking. He became a hundred times more attractive in my eyes. I started thinking of him almost every minute and dream of him every night. And it started to hurt, every time he would talk to me about this girl, whom he's so in love with.. I have completely fallen in love with my best friend. I have fallen in love for the person I promised myself I would never fall for.

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I'd never ask you
Cause deep down, I'm certain
I know what you'd say.
You'd say I'm sorry, believe me
I love you, but not in that way.

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A/n:
I'm so emo. 😂 I need some inspiration to write fluff 😂😂 Anyway, I'm so excited for the BBMAs later! It's already past 12am here and I have to wake up before 6 to watch BTS walk on that magenta carpet! The things we do for love.. Loool. Have a great night everyone!