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김태형 : Hold Me Tight

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I woke up early today, and it feels different. I woke up without her beside me.

I thought she just woke up earlier and she's in the kitchen already, preparing for our breakfast.. So I washed my face and went towards the kitchen, only to find no Y/N and no breakfast either.

I thought she was outside watering her favorite flowers, so I went out but she wasn't there too.

I thought she went to buy foods because she don't feel like cooking so I waited for her to come back..

But hours passed by, there's still no signs of her.

I walked back to our room, and I just realized, that it's been a month since she left me.

I sat on the bed, and pulled the drawer on the bedside table. I took out a folded paper.

It was her letter..

I read it again one more time..

"Tae.. You know how much I loved you since day one. And I gave everything to you. You always break my heart and yet I still gave you thousands of chances. I can't stay here anymore. It hurts too much. Thinking how you've loved me so much before, and seeing how you neglect me each and every day today is breaking my heart in pieces. I chose to believe in everything you say. I chose to stay with you. But you chose to hurt me. But now, it's over. Finally, I've realized, that I don't deserve this, and honestly, you don't deserve me. I will forget those bad memories, and carry the good ones that we made together, when everything was fine and different.

-Y/n"

I felt my tears rolling down again..

I've read this a thousand times, since the day she left me, but I can still feel the guilt, regret, and sadness within me.

I miss her.. So much.

I was too comfortable that she wasn't gonna leave me no matter what.

I regret not treating her so right. I regret not making her happy. I regret not showing her how much I love her. I regret everything that I didn't do when she was still here.

I wish to hear her voice today.. I wish to feel her warm embrace..

If I had a chance, I will hold her really tight and I will never let her go..

But it's too late. Because it's over..

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