Heart Beat // adopted by Demi Lovato

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Kendall's POV
            "Stop, please" I whimpered, scared as hell of what he was about to do. "Shut the fuck up you ugly, good for nothing little whore." My father commanded. I just whimpered more in response, knowing good and well that if I tried to talk anymore, I would 100% regret it. I could hear him taking his belt off and pulling down his pants. I could hear him clapping the ends of the belt together. I could hear the sound of flesh tearing when the belt is being slapped on my back. I could hear everything. All the while my eyes are closed and my head is turned the opposite of where my father is. It's just too painful to look. I can never look when he does this. I just can't.

               I was taken out of my thoughts by this man roughly pulling me up and onto the bed that I was once sitting beside. I looked at this man in terror as he's looking down at me with his signature evil smirk that he always has on when he's doing this awful, awful thing to me. My eyes were begging for him not to do it, but he never listens. He just keeps doing it.

                "I love you so much, sweet heart." He tells me, as he's spreading my legs apart and thrusting his man hood inside of me. "You're just such an amazing daughter." He thrusts deeper inside of me, and as I'm screaming in pain, he's hurling disgustingly sweet things to me that I know aren't even true. What kind of father rapes his own daughter? Messed up ones, that's who.

               I just lay there and take it. I take the rape and beating that he brings to me every single day because I can't do anything about it. I can't tell anyone, he told me not to. I can't beg him to stop, because then I'll get it worse, so I just lay there and take it. No matter how painful it is, and the sad part is,

          I deserve every single thing that he is doing to me.
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Hey guys!!!! So whenever I write a fan fic, I always end up deleting it because I get lazy and I have nothing else to write in it, but hopefully I'll keep this story going! I hope y'all like the first chapter. It won't always be this short don't worry. This is just to get me started. I hope y'all stick with me throughout the story, and I hope y'all absolutely love it!!