Chapter 2: Who Knew It Would Be So Hard To Commit Suicide?
“Well, good morning, sunshine! I was starting to wonder if you were ever gonna wake up!” I heard
Cindy say,
I opened my eyes and shut them right away, the bitch/nurse named Cindy (gag) decided to open the curtains, on a bright and sunny day, mixed with these lights does not feel good, especially when you've never been much of a morning person.
“Please close them, Cindy, I'm begging you!” I pleaded with her,
“No way sweetie girl! You haven't seen sunshine for how long now? Get up! Your family's coming!” she smiled and pulled off my blankets,
I groaned and grabbed my pillow, she took those too, I guess I'll just kill her later.. I went to the bathroom, (with her help, I'm still wobbly when I walk) and got dressed,
I graduated from the hospital gown a couple days ago, I've been here for two weeks now, recovering from both suicide attempts.
After breakfast and some TV, my family came in with the doctor,
“Good morning, sweetie, how have you been?” My mother asked, she had dark circles under her eyes, and tear stained cheeks.
“As horrible as always, you?” My mother cried at this, she cried at everything now,
“We actually have some news for you, Kira, since it appears you won't not stop attempting suicide, we've decided its best for you to go away for awhile, to a rehab center, per say, for people like you” Doctor Smith said.
“Come on doc, what did I ever do to you?” I shouted, pissed already.
“Can't you just do what he says for ounce! He said it could fix you, and I want you fixed! I want my daughter back!” My mother shouted, well, that was unexpected, I guess she finally lost it.
“Well, sorry mom, but your daughter died a long, time ago.” I smiled, and she went berserk,
it took six nurses and a couple doctors before she calmed down,
“See what your doing? This place could help you, help everyone, to be happy again.” The doctor said,
Hmm, I bit my lip, why not? It be easier to do it there than in a hospital anyway,
“Fine, I'll go, when do I leave?”
