the awkwardness...

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Andy and I ended up eating at a pizza place called enzos. Enzos literally has the best pizza know to man. And the customer service quality is great. Andy and I order a large pepperoni and cheese pizza. "I'll be back with your food momentarily. .." the waitress said giving Andy a lust filled look. She walked away, shaking everything her mama gave her. Andy ignored the slut without even giving her so much as a glance. "Anyway, Abbi, what's your life like? "" well Andy, it's not that great, my dad walked out my mother and I, my mom is a total bitch, and my best friend passed away, like two years ago on our birthday." My eyes started filling with tears when I thought about hailie. She was so kind and she cared about others. She didn't deserve to die. I should have. I should have died...
"Abbi please don't cry. You are too beautiful to cry. "
Hearing these words made my heart skip a beat, or two... okay three. He was gurgous, kind, and he was also my saviour. I didn't deserve this.
"What did you mean you said your mom was a bitch, I mean you don't really me it right.?"
"My mom is really a bitch. Remeber the bruises under my cuts..."he flinched when I said this "those are from her. She will come home drunk, then beat me for the slightest things.  I dropped a glass bowl and she punched me in the face, I fell and then she Spartan kicked me in the ribcage." By now, Andy's face was beat red with anger. The lady came and gave us our food , smiling extra wide and fluttering her lashes for Andy. He paid no mind." Why does she do this. To her own daughter. To a child. To a intelligent and beautiful girl that does not deserve less than excellent." Andy was silently fuming. I had to take his mind of Roseanne before he flipped out.
"Hey Andy lets eat." I suggested. Andy nodded in agree ment, handed me a plate with a slice an grabbed himself a slice. We ate in silence, him consuming four slices in the time it took me to eat one and a half. We asked for the check, paid, and left. Andy motioned for me to sit behind him again. "Where do you live? " "umm... 21flower street. Why." Andy ignored me and typed something on his phone and then we where off. Within twenty minutes, we where in front of my house. "Why are we here Andy!  Roseanne will lose it. She'll kill me! ." "No she won't." Andy parked the bike and took  my hand in his. I lived the feeling. I felt warm and safe, like nothing could touch me. I took a deep breath as we walked into Tue house. It rank of achol and Roseannes perfume. "Ohhh... hey slut, your finally home. Get cooking you useless bitch." I wanted to cry. Andy was seeing this. And that's when he blew up. All I can say is, the shit hit the fan. "FUCK YOU, SHE WILL NOT MAKE YOU DINNER, YOU USELESS, SELFCENTERED, UGLY, SWINE !" Andy screamed so loud I thought my ears would impload for the pressure. Roseanne stood and turned so she could see us. She hadn't noticed Andy before, and she stared wide eyed ." Oh is this your fuck boy slut ? "
"Roseanne stop. " "FUCK YOU ! DO NOT SPEAK TO ABBI THAT WAY. WE ARE LEAVING AND YOU CANT DO SHIT YOU CUNT !!!!!! Abbi places go pack your necessities. I was really confused. I had nowhere to go, but did as I was told. I ran to my room, and grabbed my Huge blood on the dance floor backpack and started to grab stuff. Toothbrush, hairbrush, tampons, deodorant, three outfits, underclothes, a picture of hailie and I, my new stuff from hit topic, and my shiny metal friend. Don't ask why, I don't know, I just thought on instinct. I locked my bedroom door and grabbed all my keys. I ran back out to see Andy holding Roseanne against the wall by her throat and a knife at her feet. She must have tried to cut him...
Andy I'm ready."
"Ggod let's go. He punched the wall next to Roseannes head and she whispered. He let go and she fell to the ground." What ever take her. She use less anyway."
Andy glared at her and I pushed him out the door. We got on the bike and he drove. As we where driving I said " Andy. I have nowhere to go. I grabbed all my money though, so I guess I can stay at a hotel..." you do have some where to stay Abbi.. you can stay with me. I will not let you waste your money on a hotel and I have,plenty of room."
"Th- thank you Andy." I was shocked. My Saviour wanted me to stay with him. We drove and soon saw a parking lot where they keep the tour buses for the warped stops. I saw the black veil brides bus and shyed away. "Don't be scared, Abbi. They already know your coming. Cc is pretty excited to have a new person on the bus. " Andy took my hand and smiled. I squeezed his hand. He lead me to the tour bus and the door swung open. "New person! !!!!!" I heard somebody yelled.  I was crushed by an unexpected hug. "Ahh! " I screamed. "I'm sorry I didn't meant it hurt you. Wow your pretty. Andy you didn't say she was pretty. " I blushed like a tomato. "Of course she pretty. Wait no. She's beautifulllll. " Andy said, stretching the l. Cc smiled and took my bag. We walked onto the bus and Andy showed me my bunk. It was nice, but it was on top. I was only 5'0" so it would be pretty hard to get up. "I'm sorry, all the other bunks are taken, you could have the backroom, but Ashley uses that room for s- " "I don't need to know!  Besides this is perfect. Thank you so much cc and Andy. I hugged them both. Andy took my hand again, rubbing calming circles into my hand, and then I realized I was hyperventilating and crying. I don't know why. I think it was the shock of being away from Roseanne. I finally felt free and I felt wanted. Andy sat on the black leather couch and pulled me into his lap, rubbing my back. I stopped crying and smiled as the other boys walked in.
Ashley, Jake and Jinxx walked in and walked right by us. Right at once they all stopped. Each one walked backwards with exaggerated slowness. As they all took in Andy and I, smiles crept crossed their faces." Andy, finally you decide to have some fun! " Ashley piped up.

"Ash it's not like that, she's just a friend, right Abbi!?" "Right Andy." The boys looked saddened. They shrugged and walked off. I burst out laughing.
"Ahhhahah!  Do they- haha-  always sync like that! ?" "No, but that was pretty funny." We smiled at each other and Andy slid me off his lap. He set me on the other side of the couch.
He got up and put in a movie. The menu popped up. Batman. Go figure. I laughed to my self.
"What haven't you ever seen a grown man watch batman? ". I just nodded and smiled. "Only you, Andy." He pressed play and sat back on the couch, placing me back on his Lap. We watched batman together, me on his lap, our hands intertwined.
They fit together perfectly. Andy stared at me a solid ten minutes. "Andy please stop staring at me. I know I'm ugly but- "
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You are not ugly. I was actually theming to figure out why you where so beautiful." He kept calling me beautiful. I wad not beautiful. I was ugly and disgusting. I looked up to Andy with sadness in my eyes.

Today was my seventeenth birthday. I felt lonely, but I wasn't alone, like I had seven on my other birthdays. "Thankyou Andy. For being here on my birthday. I haven't had anyone since my fourteenth birthday.
Andy leaned in, so his forehead was on mine. " you are so very welcome Abbi " and he kissed me.

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