Friday November 18 2016,
Ever since i could remember on Fridays we would go to my grandmas house from morning until night. I used to get so excited to see my cousin which she was my best friend we literally were so close and we grew closer until we didn't.
I dont even remember the last time i went to my grandmas house I stopped going there because i had no purpose i used to have her but now she rarely shows up and we sit on opposite sides of the room. We talk about stupid stuff when we are forced to and yeah.
One time at a birthday party my uncle asked me what i did to her hahah thats so funny because WHY im the only person being questioned? Im the evil disliked one i get it yay and i try to not think about how much they prefer her but its impossible because she gets the gifts , the cheering when she arrives and the happy birthday wishes while i wait for mine :)
I stoped going because im over it i do miss my family i miss her but I could be remembering a child's feelings which were simple its too complicated now. So I'll just stay in my bed every Friday feeling needy lonely and depressed while watching my tv shows (and eating because duh.) and crying on my own :).
