The Life Of The Lantern Corp : Viper Invasion

Life Is Over

Everyday, things always change
The unexpected awakes
Time always change

Keeping it cool
No, that is not what you do
You are not the cool of ice
You are the heat of the volcano
Screaming out the words of curse
Says everything as a joke
And thinks everyone will laugh at it

But no, you suck as hell
You deserve to be called what you say
You deserve to get revenge
You deserve no friends

You are that type who wishes duct tape was not a thing
You die too hard when people are wrong
Your voice is too loud as if you were shouting
It is always hard for you to keep calm

Chill is not part of your vocabulary
For you always flare up as if your nickname should be flares
Why do you deserve a life if you deserve death?
No one can even understand you

You are very argumative
You never stop until you get what you want
No one feels sorry for you
No one even cares about you

You care for others
But no one feels that in you
They all think you are a cold hearted emotional trash pit
And very few accept you for who you are

No one tries to get to know you
As if your external appearance is the only thing they judge
You are always judged for actions that don't really matter
And you are always reported to your teachers

You don't exist
You are something people want to get rid of
You are known to be the most abnoramlly insane

No one takes you seriously
And everyone teases you for bad reasons
No one likes you
Because you are a complete loser

You try to be hard and strong
But it turned you into a terrible beast
You have a strong need of power
And you badly want to be noticed by your peers

You rarely say sorry
For you find it a little bit childish
You try to lead a group
But no one wants you to

Your friends are on and off with you
They don't know if you are still friends or aquaintances
And sometimes you wonder if one day, they will become your enemies

No one trusts you
Except for your friends the batch below you
No matter if you change, they will always think of you as that easily angered abnormally insane girl
Everyone will remember all the negative things you have done
And they won't try to like the positive

You are just hated
Hated by everyone
When one hates you, the chain continues
Until it reaches the last person in this world

You will live alone
Your parents are gonna leave you
Only God will be there with you
You got no one to talk to

All will be lost
Even the ones who love you
You will forever waste your tears
Wasting all those tissue roles
Until the trees all gone and your eyes dry up

The good thing is, you could easily accept your faults
You could accept the fact that you need to improve
You do your best to fix it
But fixing takes you for long

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You can't write
You will die
You don't even know how to roast yourself
You are just a complete failure, now
No one likes you
There is no turning back, now
You have to move on
Alone in the shadows of every human you see
You will never be like anyone
Because you don't deserve anyone
You deserve no one

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My life is a mess, now.