Camila's POV
It's been 3 years and 2 months since X-factor. I have a huge crush on Lauren but I know it would never work out because she doesn't like me.
It was 10:38 p.m. We were in Pennsylvania heading towards California. We were using the tour bus to get there. I was waiting in the lobby with my bags waiting for everyone to come. A couple of seconds later Dinah came into the lobby with her luggage.
"Mila! Where's everybody else?"
She asked.
"Still getting ready. And you came right in time. The tour bus is here." I said pointing outside.
I grabbed my bags and went in the tour bus. Dinah stayed in the lobby waiting for everyone else. I sat my bags on the couch and started to un pack everything and put them away.
As soon as I was done I sat on the couch and looked on tumbler. I looked at Lauren's profile and she's dating someone. I cried filling with sadness, anger, and jealousy. I ran to the bathroom locked the door and cried. I heard the someone call my name but I didn't answer. I grabbed a towel and ran water through it and wiped my face washing off the make up. I then put some more make up on to make it look like I wasn't crying. I unlocked the bathroom door and stepped out.
"Camila! There you are." Dinah said.
"Yep. Here I am." I said with a fake smile.
The door opened and Ally, Normani, Lauren came in. I couldn't help myself but stare at Lauren's eyes. She looked into mine but quickly looked away.
"I'm going to go shower." I said walking towards the bathroom with my cloths and locked it.
Lauren's POV
"Is it just me or has Camila been acting weird these past couple of weeks?" I asked.
"Yeah. She has. Dinah do you know anything?" Ally asked.
"Actually no. I don't." Dinah said.
"I'll ask her tonight. If I don't fall asleep." I said.
"Well I'm hitting the hay night guys." Dinah said. "Night D." Ally and I said.
"Night Normani and Ally." I said. "Night Lauren." Ally and Normani went to bed.
I did as well. I shut off the lights and headed to bed.
Camila's POV
I looked under the door to see if the lights were out. Which they were. I shut the water off, put my p.j.'s on and went on my phone. I looked on tumbler on a new post with a picture some girl kissing Lauren and I just cried. I unlocked the door and grabbed my bag. When I was littler I was bullied constantly and I cut myself but I haven't in 5 years. I couldn't help myself. I sat on my bed and unzipped the bag and took out a little box. I sat the bag to my side. I opened the box and took out the razor. I put the box back in the bag and dug the razor into my skin 10 times across my arm and watched the blood coming out of me. I put the razor back in the bag and put it away and went into the bathroom to clean my arm. I turned the bathroom light off and went to bed.
A.N.
I hope you're enjoying the story so far. Have a great day.
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What Will Happen If I told?-{Camren}
Romance[WARNING THIS WILL/MAY BE TRIGGERING] Camila can't help but have feelings for Lauren ever since the X-factor. She's worried what the group will think if she told one of them. None of them know about her sexuality. As well as Lauren has a huge crush...
