What Will Happen If I told?-{Camren}

Chapter 5

Camila's POV 

I woke up very tired and rubbed my eyes. I checked to see what time it was to see that it was 6:00 A.M. I groaned and got out of my bunk. I looked to see if anyone else was awake. Nobody was. I sighed, walking in the bathroom to take a shower. I turned on the water and looked at myself in the mirror. I started tearing up at what I saw. I was so fat and ugly, covered in bruises knowing I'll end with more by tonight. I let out a sob and crumbled to the floor bawling my eyes out. I took out one of my blades that I had hidden in the bathroom and slit my wrists. Not caring if I would hit a vein and died. I put the blade back and hopped into the shower to clean all of the blood off of me. I watched the blood go down the drain. I washed my hair and got out of the shower. I dried myself off and got dressed. I looked in the mirror and started covering all of my bruises with make-up. I walked out of the bathroom to see Ally making breakfast. I scrunched up my nose by the smell of food. 

"Good morning, Camila." Ally said quietly. I hate it when they say my full name. But they all hate me now so I better get used to it. 

"Morning Ally." I said walking past her to get a bottle of water. 

"Would you like some breakfast?" Ally asked me. 

I shook my head and said,"No thanks."and I smile politely. 

"Did you eat this morning?" she asked curiously. 

I looked down at the ground saying,"Y-yeah." 

Ally lifts an eyebrow,"I don't believe you. Just eat this apple." she handed it to me and I pushed it back towards her. 

"Thanks Ally but I'll eat later." I say and walk back to my bunk as everybody else woke up. 

I closed my bunk curtain and put my earbuds in. I drowned everyone else out with music. I started packing  my bags to stay in the hotel for a week. We'll see many celebrities staying at the hotel and hanging out with them as well. And I am  NOT looking forward to it. 

As the tour bus came to a stop, I grabbed my bags and started heading inside the hotel. I saw Ally looking at me worriedly. I looked down at the ground. 

And then they started pairing us up into our hotel rooms. I got nervous knowing I would have to share a room with my father. 

"Ally and Lauren. Dinah and Normani and Camila you will go with your dad." I fake smiled and grabbed my hotel room key and saw my father walk towards me smirking. I looked away scared and walked fast into the elevator with everyone else. 

"Camila did you eat something before we left?" Ally asked as everyone looked confused and looked at me. 

I nodded, looking down at the ground. 

Ally smiled sadly as my father whispered in my ear,"You fat ass. You should stop eating." 

I nodded as I gulped. The elevator doors opened and everyone walked to their rooms, and closing their doors without a word. I started walking to our hotel room and opened the door. As we entered the hotel room he slammed the door shut and smacked my face. I dropped my bags and held my face. 

"We're going to have some fun." he smirked and started to unzip his pants. I started backing up until I hit the wall and whimpered. He walked towards me and started kicking me. I started to cough out blood. He grabbed my arms and pulled me up and threw me onto the bed. He started ripping my pants off and I tried to get away from him. He punched me repeatedly until I became weak. I felt so sore as he started entering me and pleasuring himself. I was about to scream but he put his hand over my mouth tightly. I started crying as he choked with his other hand. I couldn't breathe and he started slowing down. He pulled out of me and came all over the bed. He pulled his pants back up and started walking to the door to go to the bar. 

"Clean yourself up you slut." He said and walked out the door and left me alone. I started to clean the sheets with some towels and making the bed again. I went into the bathroom and cleaned myself up and covered my bruises. I left the bathroom to hear a knock on the door. I opened the door to find the girls, Demi and Ariana Grande. I smiled a little. 

"May we come in?" Demi asked. 

I nodded and opened the door more to let everyone in. They walked in and sat on the beds. 

"We where going to all hang out and where wondering if you would like to join us." Ally asked. 

"No thanks." I say quietly. 

"You sure?" Ariana asked. 

"Yeah. I'm just really tired is all." I say truthfully. 

"Okay. See you later." Demi says and walks out the door with the rest of the girls except for Ally. 

"I'll catch up with you guys later." Ally says and closes the door, not waiting for a response. 

Ally turns to me and asks," Are you okay?" 

I nod silently. 

"I know you're not." she says and gets closer to me. I flinch when she touches my neck. 

"What that on your neck? Is that a bruise?!" She asks worriedly. 

My eyes go wide and I shake my head. 

She starts rubbing off my make-up on my face and I try to get away from her but its too late. 

Ally gasps and cry's,"Who d-did this to you?" she asks but she starts putting pieces together in her mind and says," Your f-father did this to you, d-didn't he?"  

I start crying and nod my head and hug Ally really tightly as if I would let go she would disappear. She starts crying harder and hugs me back just as tight. 

"D-Did he do anything else to you?" she asks. 

I nod my head and start sobbing. 

"Oh honey." she says and draws circles on my back to soothe me. It worked. 

"Please don't tell anyone Ally." I say shakily. 

"But this is serious Mila. He raped you and he deserves to be in jail." she says. 

I sob harder,"Just give me a couple days and you can tell someone. Okay?" I say looking into her eyes.  

"But he's going to still hurt you if I don't do anything about it. You could be seriously injured Mila." Ally sobs. 

"I'll tell you if it get too bad, okay?" I say hoping she would agree. 

"Fine. I'll give you 2 days." she says. 

"Thank you." I say and hug her. 

"Just tell me when it gets too far and I will end it, okay?" she says as she was about to walk out the door. 

I nod and hug her once more. I watched her go up to all of the girls and close the door. 

I lay down on the bed and cried. I slowly fell asleep but when I woke up, I was dead meat. 

A/N 

I finally updated in forever. Hope you guys enjoy it. Have a good day or night.