Back For You

Don't let me go

After a month out of the hospital I was back on my feet. School was out and in between they boys' new album, plus the distance, we still got to see each other. We still weren't dating but were intimate-not sexually-. We could talk about anything and everything, the options were endless.Although i admit i felt so much more... better talking to him about things than anyone else.

"Yeah and like, it always comes when im sleeping so i wake up and its just like "well hello there, im here to make your life miserable for three days"" I laugh.

"Well at least you only get it for three days." Harry says laughing and nudging me a little. "Gemma gets it for like... six days!" I cough but laugh even harder. Hes laughing with me which feels awesome that hes not completely disgusted about this.

"Will you teach me how to play soccer?" i say randomly, he stops laughing, studies me, and hesitating before answering.

"Yeah." he called the boys and thats officially when my summer began.

"Yay! I get to learn from thee almighty Louis Tomlinson!" I was excited at first, but then it started getting really tiring. Once they realised, we started doing conditioning instead. Although it was no better, it was easier. Even after three months of practicing i still wasnt able to do at least five good keppy uppies. It so easy yet i cant kick the damn ball up and ugh...

"This is a lot harder than it looks."

"Yeah?"

"Yes." Louis was shirtless an I have to say, he looked mighty damn fine. We started doing small games but of course I never got one past him, at least I was better than I was before.

Wfter practice everyone left leaving harry and i to our own devices.

"Hey do you wanna come over and watch a movie or something?" I ask before actuslly realising that i was asking for us to be alone together. It was just going to be Harry, me, and a couch.

" Uh... Sure" He said getting in his car, motioning me to get in as well.

We decided on watching the titanic after an hour of arguing which movie to watch.

"Come on its a classic!" He yelled.

"Its mushy and sad." I replied pouting.

"well we're watching titanci so get your tissues if you have an issue because this is going in and your gonna like it." I burtsed out laughing. He looked at me trying to figure out why i was laughing then realised.

Fifteen minutes into it Harry looked at me the way he does his mom.

"Don't."

"Don't what?"

"Look at me like that, I'm not your mom."

"If you we're my mum I wouldn't be able to so this." before I could prosper what he was saying he was ontop of me. His kiss felt good against my lips, but what was I thinking? We weren't dating, but the way his body felt up against mine was beyond comforting. I was neglecting my own words and going for the kill. My hands made their way up his shirt feeling his warm stomach.

"Nina I want you to be mine." I don't know what happened but my arms quickly push him off me. He was on the floor looking at me in disbelief when I put a hand over my mouth. No words could explain my mixed emotions so instead of saying something I ran into the bathroom. There was a knock on the door but I didn't want to face him. Opening the door slowly his head popped in.

"Nina I'm sorry." his voice was low. When he got closer I put my hands in his hair pulling him closer.

"I do want you." I lifted my head up so our lips were almost touching but not quite and pulled away.