Back For You

Chapter 21 1/2

Harry's POV

I can't believe that I.... we just did that.

As I look over to Nina she is sprawled out across both the bed and me. Her head is on my arm, hair in her face. One leg is on the bed while the other rests in between mine. Her right arm is curled around my waist and her other is bent to her chest. This girl is beautiful. I know that eventually we are going to have to face Simon, the boys, fans, and the paps, but I'm not letting her go. For some reason, every since I seen her dancing and singing and crying at the show I can not stop looking at her. There is this magnetic force that's pulling me to her and I'm not pushing away.

Nina is not getting away from me that easily.

As I stay in my trance I think of what to do when she wakes up. What am I supposed to say? I mean I've done this but I've never done this. slowly I remove her arm from me and sit up. I really need to talk to Liam, or maybe I will have a talk with Louis. Although since it's only six they're going to be mad that I'm waking them up so early.

Carefully I put my pants on and go to leave, but I should probably get her some water or something. No I'll do that a little later.

Nina's POV

My legs are sore as I wake from my sleep. I can officially say that Harry Styles took my virginity. I haven't open my eyes so I extend my arm to reach for harry but all I feel are sheets. Did he leave me? I truly didn't think that harry would be that type. Maybe he's just going to the bathroom.

When I go to turn I wince from the feeling I feel in my lower stomach. The room isn't that bright, probably because the blinds are closed. On the bed stand there is a glass of Apple juice. Harry. He's just the sweetest little cupcake in the world. Oh god what am I going to do? If anyone finds out that harry and I did it he will get into trouble! No no no shit!

I begin crying thinking of all the bad outcomes that may happen. It's illegal, no more 1D.

"I'm so sorry" I whisper to the empty space that is surrounding me. This is all my fault, the only thing I can do is avoid him and pretend like nothing happened. Tears fall once more, I don't want to ever forget this. I don't even want to pretend to forget this.

The door nob turns and I quickly try to maintain my composure. Cheeky Carrie prances to the bedside and sighs heavily.

"Niall. is the most. amazing human being. on earth." she says then turns to face me. Her smile fades as she takes me in. "what's wrong?"

"Nothing, I mean we met and spent the night with our idols!" I say with a laugh cry. She notices I'm in the nude and hands me my clothes. I carefully make sure that the blood on the sheets is covered with the blankets.

There has to be some way that I can get her out of the room so I can dispose these sheets. I'll probably have to put them in my bag and then take the whole thing out to the trash. Keep them. I couldn't, well I could but how would I explain sheets to my mom? No! I'm getting rid of them, plain and simple.

"Hey, uh carrie, where's Niall?" I ask.

"Umm I think he's downstairs with the boys eating" perfect.

"You should go see what they're having, let me know if it's anything good." I say persuading her with the idea of Niall.

A smile pays on her lips as she jumps off the bed to run downstairs. Now that she's gone I can get rid of the sheets. Slowly I collect myself and lean down to where my bag is, emptying everything that was into it on the floor. Then, realising the door was still open I walk over to close it. As I walk back to the bed images of last night play in my head. I can't let that completely distract me so I let myself think about it while prying the sheets off the bed and shoving them into my bag. Hopefully no one asks where the sheets went. Just as I'm about to take the bag downstairs there is a soft knock and I know who it is.