Shooting Star {Shelax} COMPLETED

Chapter 10

Kaitlyns pov

I'm getting released in 5 minutes
I'm already dressed and ready to go
Ugh
Can time please go faster
I hear someone enter my room
"Kaitlyn!!" I hear a high pitch voice say
"Shelby!" I say
She hugs me
I smile
And I see max
My smile fades away
I coughed
"Oh Kaitlyn let me get you water!its in your bag right?" Shelby asked
"Yeah thanks..." I say
Shelby goes through my bad looking For my water
But then I remembered
I had a razor blade in their....
"Kaitlyn...." Shelby says
SHIT SHE MUST HAVE FOUND IT!!
"Yes" I say calmly
"Why is there a razor blade in your bag?!?" Shelby exclaims
"oh it must have fallen apart in my bag... See before the car crash... I um.. Wanted to spend the night at Katie's but then the razor fell apart and uh.." I tried saying
"Really convinced here" max says calmly
"Kaitlyn explain!" Shelby says
I look at the time
PERFECT
I am free to leave the hospital now
"Well Shelby it's something called cutting... Don't worry I don't cut much that's why the blade is still clean... Now if you excuse me I have to go" I say grabbing my bag and running out of the hospital
I took a taxi to yoosungs house
(Yoosung Katie and zen live together btw)
I still had the keys
I unlocked the door
I saw Yoosung on the balcony
I walked over to him
I stood by the doorway
"Why?" I asked
He turned around and looked shocked but happy to see me
"Why didn't you visit me? Did you even care for my health?" I asked
"Kaitlyn I think we need a break... I think we need to see other people" Yoosung says
I didn't want to break up with him...
I only wanted to talk
My eyes started to fillip with tears
I dropped the keys to their house and took off the ring that Yoosung got me as a present last year and threw it on the ground
And ran out of the house
When i got home
My stomach was killing me
Why can't anything go right?!?
I hear someone coming in
I get a knife from the kitchen
"Who's there?!?" I say
"It's me Luciel!" I hear Luciel say
I put back the knife and ran to him
I gave him a big hug and cried into his chest
"Kaitlyn what's wrong?!?" Luciel asked worried
"Y-Y-Yoosung broke my heart!!!!!" I say crying
" HES GONNA PAY! HE PROMISED US HE WONT EVER BREAK YOUR HEART!!" Luciel says
"I should of chose someone else..." I say
"I should of chose you..." I say
"Don't say that... Everyone loves you Kaitlyn... You chose Yoosung because you saw a spark" Luciel says
I pull away from him roughly
"I DONT SEE THAT SPARK ANYMORE! I THOUGHT YOU WANTED TO CHEER ME UP I BET YOOSUNG SET YOU UP TO THIS!" I yelled
I stormed to my room
I fell into my bed and sighed
Luciel came in my room
I say back up
He sits next to me
"Kaitlyn I love you a lot. Jumin and Yoosung does too. But one fight shouldn't break you and Yoosung up" Luciel says
"Yeah I know but one break up should break us up" I say
"You know I just thought you would help me move on but I guess not... Sorry for wasting your time" I say
"You didn't waste your time... I got to go to work... And remember Jumin and I love you... It's just you and Yoosung are still a thing..." Luciel says leaving
"Good bye." I say
Luciel leaves
I closed my bedroom door
Why did I have to be a waste of space
Nobody wants me
Luciel just said that because he wants me to feel like I'm worth something
I go up to a mirror
"I am worthless
I am not worth anyone's time
Today is the day where I leave everything behind and just relax" I say to myself
When I mean relax I mean pay
I need to suffer...
I need to do something where I feel pain
Cutting isn't enough
What happened after Kaitlyn left the hospital

Shelbys pov

"This is my fault. I shouldn't have questioned her and now she's probably somewhere cutting!" I say
"No it isn't Shelby. It's mine. I've been too harsh to her." Max says
I started crying
Max hugged me
And lefts my head up
He looked like he was about to cry
"It's my fault I kept yelling at her when you got hurt and it's because I care about you and then Kaitlyn gets hurt and cutting! That's my" max says before I cut him off with a kiss
It was a passionate kiss
When we ended we looked at each other blushing red
"I need to go" max says
"Same" I say
We both leave