Shooting Star {Shelax} COMPLETED

Chapter 29

Max and I have been so busy we haven't saw each other in a month
I love him
But we have contacted each other in forever
I'm super busy today so even if I wanted to talk with him I can't
Hope...
I hope that we can see each other soon

I got a phone call

Please be max...
Please be max

I checked
Nope
Kaitlyn?

I pick up

"Shelby..." Kaitlyn says emotionless
She sounds dead...
"What happened? Besides Kevin..." I say
"It's y-Yoosung... Bomb... Hospital...now" she says
I knew already what she was saying
"Got it I'll contact the others see ya there" I say hanging up
Kaitlyn must be in shock and upset because she couldn't even speak...
It must be so hard for her...
How can she always seem so happy?
I quickly contacted the others and told them to go to the hospital
Then I grabbed my purse and left

Kaitlyns pov

I hate love...
I hate how it toys with your emotions
I don't know what to feel
I want to beat myself up
Kill myself
For what I've done...
Yet I don't want to cause more harm for my death
How did Kevin do it?
Pick up his bags and run away to Japan like that?
Leaving his loved ones behind
Did he even really love me?

I kept looking at the pictures and sketches he drew while he was away
And I kept staring at my bracelet
I never took it off ever since he left
I want to take it off and throw it as hard as I can because he left me
Yet...
I wanna never take it off
"Kaitlyn?" I hear a voice say
"Yes..." I say looking up
"... You have a couple minutes... Speak fast..." The doctor says
I nod and run to Yoosungs room

I hugged him
"Don't leave me... Stay..." I say
"I love you..." Yoosung says
My stomach hurts
I don't know what to say
So I said it
The last thing I want him to remember is being happy
"I-I love you too..." I say
It felt real
The I love you....
He smiled
I smiled back
He started closing his eyes
"Y-Yoosung?" I say
"BEEEEEEP" the monitor says
N-no...
I pounded on his chest
"Yoosung!!!" I say
I kept pounding hoping he would be alive
The doctors told me visiting hours were over
I looked one last time
"Goodbye... Forever..." I say running out in tears
"Kait we heard what happened..." Katie says
I smiled
"I'm fine" I say in the happiest tone I can fake
"How can you be happy?!?" Luciel says
"He broke my heart why wouldn't I be happy that he's dead!" I say annoyed
"Kait this isn't like you..." Luciel says
I laugh
"No this is me. It's just something that isn't in the Internet. Some things can't be hacked Luciel... If that's even your real name" I say pushing him out of my way and walking outside

Once I got outside I looked around me
Nobody...
I quickly ran a couple blocks done and called an Uber
They dropped me to my house...
The one that exploded
I took my car and drove to the house that I bought for "backup" reasons
I unpacked everything and sighed

I started crying
"Why does everyone have to leave me?" I say
I go on my laptop to calm myself down
Maybe I should talk to Kevin

I wipe my tears away I was about to skype him when he Skyped me
I picked up
"Hey Kait! Since you know... We can't date each other... Can we move on? We can still be besties and all of that... But... I can't do this" Kevin says
"Ok." I say smiling as fake as ever
"You hear that babe?" I heard a girl say
Kevin smiled
"I'll visit soon.. Bye!" He says
I closed my laptop
I say on my bed
I took off the bracelet and stared at it
Love dies...
If your lucky... You make keep it and prevent it from dying
But in other cases you can't help it...