"Done!" We yelled at the same time I look at his drawing
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(That drawing isn't mine. Credits go to the artist.) "That looks so good!" I say "Let me see yours!" Kevin says I blush out of embarrassment "Come on it can't be that bad" Kevin says
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(This horrible photo was drawn by me this was suppose to be a lion)
Kevin started laughing (As usual -_-) I gave him a weak smile I already gave him the keys here So... I decided to go up to my room I was embarrassed and a little bit heartbroken I say on my bed "I'm an idiot... How could he ever love me?" I say in a low voice IDIOT!! UGH!! I grabbed my bat and started beating myself with it I didn't scream in pain knowing Kevin would here I was in the bathroom in my room so it would be harder to hear When I stopped I look at myself in the full length mirror Then I realized How could anyone love me? I'm a person who's not the prettiest and causes pain No wonder Yoosung left me I hit myself in the legs as hard as I could I collapsed My leg started throbbing Kevin came rushing in the bathroom and saw me "K-Kaitlyn" he says I smile "Hey!" I said in a cheerful voice "HOW COULD YOU BE HAPPY RIGHT NOW?!? LOOK AT YOURSELF! YOU NEED HELP" Kevin yelled Then a part of me shattered I couldn't feel my legs or arms But Kevin yelling at me gave me a lot of energy "I don't need help from YOU" I say pushing him out of the way crying as I ran away I found myself in another dark alley way Not the one Kevin and I met in I just sat there and cried I can't feel my legs anymore I want to die My eyes started getting heavy I saw someone coming here I stood up "Listen I'm not in the mood. Come any closer and I won't hesitate to kill you. I don't care who you are." I say in a cold emotionless voice "Now Kaitlyn we both know you don't have the guts to do that" I heard I saw Kevin and Yoosung with bloody knives Then my bat disappeared They ran towards me and killed me I screamed Then I opened my eyes in an alley way perfectly fine I got up but fell I saw a figure in the distance It came running towards me It was Kevin I was shivering and bruised He hugged me "Are you okay?!?" Kevin says I said nothing He took off his jacket and wrapped it around me "I'm sorry for laughing at your drawing it was cute and I'm sorry for yelling you earlier it's just that i can't see you hurt" he says He helps me up And helps me walk "I'll walk you home... I understand you are a bit shaken right now" Kevin says Once we get home Kevin attends to my wounds "I'm gonna stay over to make sure you are okay... Is that alright" Kevin asked I nod "Kait what's up with you?" He asked I sighed "K-Kevin... I need to tell you something "Yes?" Kevin replies "I-i-i love you..." I say He hesitates but then catches himself "I need to go Kaitlyn see you later" Kevin says leaving I was more heartbroken then ever I grabbed my phone and threw it as hard as I could against the wall But it didn't break I ran up to my room into my closet where I always put my bat I look for my bat and couldn't find it UGH! I leaned against my door and cried "Idiot,idiot IDIOT!!" I yelled Have you ever been heartbroken before? Rejected? If you haven't you are lucky because it fucking hurts a lot. It makes you want to die I've beaten myself countless times But this pain is a lot worst Don't fall in love with your best friend Because if they reject you... You have no one.. (No I'm not depressed Kit~Senpai is fine. Thank for worrying my kitties!)
