Kaitlyns pov"Done!" We yelled at the same time
I look at his drawing(That drawing isn't mine. Credits go to the artist.)
"That looks so good!" I say
"Let me see yours!" Kevin says
I blush out of embarrassment
"Come on it can't be that bad" Kevin says(This horrible photo was drawn by me this was suppose to be a lion)
Kevin started laughing
(As usual -_-)
I gave him a weak smile
I already gave him the keys here
So...
I decided to go up to my room
I was embarrassed and a little bit heartbroken
I say on my bed
"I'm an idiot... How could he ever love me?" I say in a low voice
IDIOT!!
UGH!!
I grabbed my bat and started beating myself with it
I didn't scream in pain knowing Kevin would here
I was in the bathroom in my room so it would be harder to hear
When I stopped I look at myself in the full length mirror
Then I realized
How could anyone love me?
I'm a person who's not the prettiest and causes pain
No wonder Yoosung left me
I hit myself in the legs as hard as I could I collapsed
My leg started throbbing
Kevin came rushing in the bathroom and saw me
"K-Kaitlyn" he says
I smile
"Hey!" I said in a cheerful voice
"HOW COULD YOU BE HAPPY RIGHT NOW?!? LOOK AT YOURSELF! YOU NEED HELP" Kevin yelled
Then a part of me shattered
I couldn't feel my legs or arms
But Kevin yelling at me gave me a lot of energy
"I don't need help from YOU" I say pushing him out of the way crying as I ran away
I found myself in another dark alley way
Not the one Kevin and I met in
I just sat there and cried
I can't feel my legs anymore
I want to die
My eyes started getting heavy
I saw someone coming here
I stood up
"Listen I'm not in the mood. Come any closer and I won't hesitate to kill you. I don't care who you are." I say in a cold emotionless voice
"Now Kaitlyn we both know you don't have the guts to do that" I heard
I saw Kevin and Yoosung with bloody knives
Then my bat disappeared
They ran towards me and killed me
I screamed
Then I opened my eyes in an alley way perfectly fine
I got up but fell
I saw a figure in the distance
It came running towards me
It was Kevin
I was shivering and bruised
He hugged me
"Are you okay?!?" Kevin says
I said nothing
He took off his jacket and wrapped it around me
"I'm sorry for laughing at your drawing it was cute and I'm sorry for yelling you earlier it's just that i can't see you hurt" he says
He helps me up
And helps me walk
"I'll walk you home... I understand you are a bit shaken right now" Kevin says
Once we get home Kevin attends to my wounds
"I'm gonna stay over to make sure you are okay... Is that alright" Kevin asked
I nod
"Kait what's up with you?" He asked
I sighed
"K-Kevin... I need to tell you something
"Yes?" Kevin replies
"I-i-i love you..." I say
He hesitates but then catches himself
"I need to go Kaitlyn see you later" Kevin says leaving
I was more heartbroken then ever
I grabbed my phone and threw it as hard as I could against the wall
But it didn't break
I ran up to my room into my closet where I always put my bat
I look for my bat and couldn't find it
UGH!
I leaned against my door and cried
"Idiot,idiot IDIOT!!" I yelled
Have you ever been heartbroken before?
Rejected?
If you haven't you are lucky because it fucking hurts a lot.
It makes you want to die
I've beaten myself countless times
But this pain is a lot worst
Don't fall in love with your best friend
Because if they reject you...
You have no one..
(No I'm not depressed Kit~Senpai is fine. Thank for worrying my kitties!)
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Shooting Star {Shelax} COMPLETED
FanfictionMany dates Many talks Many chats But one mistake can end it all.