The Things In Christine's Head

wattpad communities

i started wattpad just to read the hunger games fanfics. but right after the last movie came out, i was on a month hiatus.

until last thanksgiving,

i found pentatonix when i was so depressed. they made me smile.

and soon i decided to join the ptx community.

they didn't give me a welcoming hug.

i was the outsider.

all of my other friends had made me the third wheel.

and then i decided to leave the community and a few days later, a green haired man came up to me.

and i fell in love with him.

and the jacksepticeye community let me in.

everybody was so nice to me and i felt so happy and i was one of them.

people got my sense of dark humor and i was thankful for more followers.

and then -laughs- a girl and her friend spammed me.

she asked me if i wanted to be friends.

i said yes.

she's the best.

thanks ray.

but now, i'm pressured to join the tøp community of wattpad.

i really like their music. i do.

but i just too scared.

i don't want to be treated like crap.

i don't want to be depressed again.

it was too painful for me.

i don't really know much about tyler joseph or joshua dun.

but i do ship joshler.

i just wonder if that there will be someone who will correct me if i'm wrong about something about TØP.

i hate being wrong.

i'm too scared.