What he did to her

Pain

It's been a long time since I've updated :( I had this chapter done since I posted the last one , but I didn't believe it was any good . So , I took today and fixed it .

Annabeth's P.O.V

I'm fine

I truly am fine . He hurt me so bad . I can't say I don't love him no more , because I do . I love him so much it hurts . I stay up nights thinking about him and our memories .

He was my everything and I was his . He was the reason I smiled everyday . Now he's the reason I'm so sad . I don't want to leave my cabin . I don't like what I see in the mirror. A girl who let herself be broken and used so easily . I never wanted to be that girl that after a breakup lost her spirit , but things have changed .

I won't be used again , I won't .

I look to my right at the clock . It's bright red numbers flash back at me .

5:39 am

Once again like every other day since I got back I get woken up early because of my nightmares . Faint sweat covers my forehead making some of my hair stick to my face unattractively . My chest rises and falls fast trying to relax .

I force myself out of bed and walk to the bathroom barefooted . The cold tile makes me shiver slightly .

I flip on the light switch and lean on the cream marble counter with my eyes closed .

I look up at the mirror for once and I'm not surprised with what I see .

My hair is all over the place and sticking to face . I have bags under my eyes due to lack of sleep . The traditional camp half blood's necklace hangs on my neck and I resist the urge to touch the beads .

I'm wearing a loose white t shirt that doesn't smell like him . Lately everything reminds me of him . I'm wearing black sweatpants that hang loose slightly .

I'm not the same as I was before . I learned people aren't who they seem to be .

I can't even recognize myself anymore . I always told myself that no guy would ever change who I am . Look at me now , guess who's changed .

I shake my head and head towards the shower . I feel empty and hollow inside . I wished this was all a nightmare and I would wake up to see this was all fake . The thing was it wasn't a nightmare , this was my life now .

Suck it up Annabeth , i thought to myself .

After taking all my clothes off and letting my hair down . I let the cold water wash away all my tears , but it couldn't fix my broken heart .