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Amber's POV
This girl who calls herself Krystal and claiming to be my friend kept on popping up in my mind...but no matter how hard I try, I can't really remember her...and I have no plans in knowing anything about her or anyone of them...and one thing how can I be friends with their kind...is she that ignorant...but her name seems to give me sparks whenever I hear it...I don't know but when she got hurt it seemed to affect me...like I wanted to rush to her side to help her....geez!what am I thinking...I was right all along that this whole thing about attending school will do me no good....I can't understand our father sometimes.... I tried brushing her off my mind but I always fail and end up thinking of how is she after having a taste of hyuna's wrath....

"babe..." hyuna flicked her fingers infront of me catching my attention...I looked at her side... "what's bothering you?"
I shook my head... "nothing"

"that girl isn't she?" as if she already read my mind..

"why would I be bothered about her?" giving her a straight face "hell I care..."

She smiled after and leaned on my shoulder..."just making sure babe...remember she's not our kind...I don't want you hanging around or even get close to that girl..."

"are you questioning me?" I stood up making the whole class look at me...

I glared at them and in an instant no one dared to look at me anymore and lowered their heads...."you are in no place to give me orders woman.."

I'm not the kind who gets mad at Hyuna whom I grew up with together but that time I don't know....

"Amber" she tried to stop me when without a word even while the class hasn't ended yet I decided to take my leave...."wait.." she called out...

"stay...that's an order" I hissed and like a tamed cat she helplessly sat back.. __________________________________________________________

I decided to have a walk around the campus to cool off....I am so confused...'what's happening to me?'....I like enclosing myself alone in a library so I decided to search for it to which I found in no time...I was impressed on how wide it is but only few were inside unlike on our own that is always crowded....for us who's been like outdated for years and thirsty for knowledge...I sat myself near the window after gathering some books to read...it hasn't been that long untill on the corner of my eyes I saw this girl who's causing me all this troublesome feelings all day...'what is she doing out there' I thought and out of curiousity I quietly obsereved her staying under that heavy snowfall...carefully caressing her arms....*she's hurt* a voice started talking in my head....'I know...I could see that' I unknowingly answered back...I could clearly see how bad it is....'is she trying to heal herself?'...I could hear her sobs from where I am sitting...'does it hurt that much?'....darn it I'm going nuts why would I care ishhh...I tried hard to focus back to reading....that's right I'm just intrigued by her no other reasons....just some sort of curiousity....

"why don't you go and talk to her?" out of the blue someone just talked beside me...

I looked up to figure out who is it and another stranger...a woman with long black hair...big but beautiful eyes looking down at me...I didn't see her coming...being who I am I gave her a blank expression...

"and who do you think you are?" I asked...she immediately showed me her i.d...

"song qian...and I am your librarian here...young master" she said smiling brightly...

"you know me?"

"who wouldn't when the talks about the handsome...but indifferent, unfriendly, mean fire prince with a cold heart have been circulating all over the school since you guys showed up this morning....must agree it's still winter but you guys are indeed hot....I mean you have real hots in trouble...your dino-like face reminds me of someone..." one question and yet this woman won't stop talking....but strangely I felt light warmth towards her....*no not romantically*

"aigooo gwi yeo wo" suddenly she pinched both of my cheeks...

"yah!.....isssh get your hands off me!" I protested but she turned my head back towards the window...

"see her?" she pointed at the ice princess "it is only you who could help her...a simple touch will do" she then let go as I massaged my sore cheeks...

"what do you mean?" I raised my head only to find myself alone once again...where did that woman go?...

I decided to just get out of that place since I can't focus in anything.. Her words kept on repeating in my head...first that Krystal and now that Song Qian...what the hell is wrong with them that they keep on messing with my head...to unparticular reason, I took the hallway so I could walk by near her....she's alone...but as the distance came closer from her I felt more strange on my chest...her eyes were closed like she was so at peace...yes she's not our kind but there's a force pulling me towards her...*I shouldn't* but my feet won't comply to what my mind says...closer....and closer....suddenly the school alarm rang and students started rushing out of their perspective classrooms...I panicked...she shouldn't see me...I felt relieved I wad able to hid myself before I got busted...I looked at her but unlike before she seems to be really cheerful again...her smile were back on...it didn't take long and her guardians gathered around her...that guy seems really worried looking at her arms...as he held her up guiding her out...

"Amber what are you doing?"---Donghae hyung grabbed my hands down and took the fire out...I didn't realize I was already catching attention...

"I---I'm sorry hyung....I didn't know" I lowered my head...

"it's okay next time be careful...you might hurt someone with those" he said tapping my head... __________________________________________________________
Even when we got home I still wasn't able to be at peace...thankfully no one noticed...on my bed I only kept on turning unable to fall asleep...'I must end all of this' I thought to myself then get out of bed and gathered my coat...In no time I found myself in the shadows of the woods staring at this particular place that seems so familiar....to unknown reasons I was able to find her place...it's near midnight and yet they're clan were all gathered there...or did they know I was going to come over?...I looked closely and saw them all celebrating...it didn't take long and I finally laid my eyes on her as she went out of the door...in white dress revealing her shoulders that suits her pretty well...I didn't realize how long I stood there just staring at this ice princess...as I heard everyone greeted her..

"happy birth day".. Unaware I was mumbling those words too..."happy birthday princess...." I was surprised when all of a sudden she turned in my exact direction...I made sure I'm well hidden..but is she looking at me?....