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Another random thought.

I guess we all learn some way that life is a paradox with a lot of confusing moments and feelings..

I wonder if we leave this world the same way we come in - Naked, Dirty and afriad, or do we leave in a blinding light with nothing but peace washing over us?

I can't help but feel that this is all that life will ever be.. a long interval of rhetorical questions and emotional rides that sometimes leaves you questioning humanity and life..,

To me there is one question that seems to have multiple answers..Are we really alive? Or are we just going through life like it is a routine or a chore, personally I feel dead most of the time, to be honest i don't remember what it felt like to feel alive or truly happy..

It makes me wonder if I'm the only one who feels like this, if not I hope you will feel alive one day, I hope you come to know what love and joy feels like..

And if you do know what it feels like tell me where to find it, for I'm tired of feeling like a zombie who is lost in a lonely cruel world...

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Love you guys..