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Hey guys this is just something i need to get off my chest...so you can skip it if you don't want read it I don't Blame you.

So for the past year or so my parents have been hounding me to get a boyfriend and I keep telling them I don't want a man in my life and I guess they interpreted it wrong maybe because I'm a big gay rights surporter... so they have been throwing questions at me like "Are you a lesbian?" "do you want to tell us something?" Or "When are you going to come out?".

So I just feel like clarifying that I'm not gay (I just support gay people) because I'm a firm believer that you should be able to love who you want and that it is no ones business if you love the same gender... it's hard to explain to them that I'm not attracted to anyone I've never really been, I've decided to stay a virgin..and it has nothing to do with religion i also happen to be agnostic, it's just how i feel and they don't get it at all.

And it hurts me that they just brush off what I say as a stupid teen phase when I've never been more serious about anything in my life..how am I supposed to tell them I don't like girls or boys when they keep throwing homosexuality in my face?

I seriously don't know what to do anymore...do I get a boyfriend and just pretend to be happy like I always did? Or do I choose to make myself happy and be alone?

Because I know it is hard to believe but I love being alone...